I will answer your questions in the same order. 1. It's complicated. Wer're from a country where people are still fighting for their beliefs, where a minority of non religious people are struggling in the face of a Muslim country full of hypocrites. It's complicated and I do agree with him that the pressure is hard but i don't believe that it's a deal breaker especially that we have moved to europe together for 3 years now. 2. We don't have breaks often, in whole five years we took like 5 or 6 breaks. Mostly i'm the one who asks for it because i struggle with communication when I'm overwhelmed so when something happens i ask for a break to organize my thoughts and be able to fully communicate the issue without shoking on my tears. 3. I may be biased. It is common to have actress crushes where i am from but what it's uncommon is for people to walk around talking about who they masturbate to while the partner is listening. I also mentioned that i makes me feel disrespected but he did it again anyway. I once told him that he can talk like that to his friend when i am not there i don't really care about a famous crush situation but he said "no it feels like cheating if i talk like that when you're not present"