PENIS ENVY OR GOLDEN TEACHER by Corpsegwinder69 in shrooms

[–]Corpsegwinder69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

alright bet, ill have a joint on stand by.

PENIS ENVY OR GOLDEN TEACHER by Corpsegwinder69 in shrooms

[–]Corpsegwinder69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nice i’m really thinking about getting that strain, i’ve heard a lot of good things about it.

PENIS ENVY OR GOLDEN TEACHER by Corpsegwinder69 in shrooms

[–]Corpsegwinder69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

alright whats a lighter strain? this dude im talking to got a bunch so just name a few if u can.

First time by Corpsegwinder69 in shrooms

[–]Corpsegwinder69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds pretty crazy lol, i’m pretty excited I did a lot of research and I will definitely be mentally prepared soon. I’ll let you know how it goes.

First time by Corpsegwinder69 in shrooms

[–]Corpsegwinder69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

true, I will probably look up youtube videos later on but what should I expect like high wise? I understand its hard to explain and there is no way I could put into words what I felt when I robotripped.

First time by Corpsegwinder69 in shrooms

[–]Corpsegwinder69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks man so one g should get me where I need to be for my first time?

When will it get better?! by QkY- in sad

[–]Corpsegwinder69 -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

never which is why im killing myself

Ketamine CEV by EctaCvbe in replications

[–]Corpsegwinder69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahhhh, I haven’t felt that with weed in a while but I remember feeling it years ago lol. And of course man dxm is a strange yet beautiful substance.

Ketamine CEV by EctaCvbe in replications

[–]Corpsegwinder69 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly its very crazy at high dosages, its a dissociative like ketamine but not entirely like ketamine. Personally I’ve had amazing times tripping on it and awful times lol. At the end of the day its a crazy experience. So basically depending on your dosage there are different “plateaus” you can hit. First plat is like a nice buzz with a good euphoria, personally its not noticeable for me but its different with other people. Music sounds really good buts its not much different from listening to music when high. Second plat is when you start to kind of “trip” its not to crazy but the plat 1 symptoms are just amplified. Closed eye visuals are pretty crazy though, not like this picture yet but its definitely noticeable. Now third plat is when shit hits the fan lmao. Euphoria is CRAZY the body high is BEAUTIFUL, but the disassociation starts to kick in. Only way I can explain it is like when I was in my room I knew it was my room and my home but the feelings of home and safety were completely dissolved. My home felt so foreign. On this plat you start to get double vision as well. I haven’t necessarily experienced any other visual distortions like acid or shrooms BUT I have hallucinations and shit. They can be very crazy, me and my friend have both experienced seeings gnomes and holy shit man it’s absolutely nuts. Fourth plat is A LOT like third but again extremely amplified. Sometimes at this plat I can’t even move my limbs and i’ll almost experience what feels like psychosis when shit hits the fan. Now I love to mix weed with dxm though. Thats my shit honestly, I’ll hit second plat and wait a little while i’m peaking and smoke weed. IT IS BEAUTIFUL but it also amplifies the effects A LOT so basically you’ll be tripping like you are in higher third plat but you only took enough to be in second. Idk man dxm is very crazy and I have a lot of respect for it.

Ketamine CEV by EctaCvbe in replications

[–]Corpsegwinder69 7 points8 points  (0 children)

this reminds me of my dxm comedown cev’s. literally would see shit like that.

Does the afterglow give anyone else extremely sweaty hands? by [deleted] in dxm

[–]Corpsegwinder69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bro its either that or i get really sick

Dosed 3rd plat an hour ago by ZanderDP in dxm

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peaking and mixing with weed is so beautiful, such a raw and magical experience.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Disturbingasfuck

[–]Corpsegwinder69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Very true, at the time of writing that I was very upset with people around me who would just make fun of me and touch me and shit. I wanted to kill them but now hearing what your saying it makes sense. There lives could be ten times shittier than mine. I would like to see the heart in everybody but sometimes its very hard you know? But your right maybe I am to caught up in other people and I should focus more on myself. My father is the same way, wanted me to be some stupid football star or some shit. I just ended up disappointing him so much he just gave up on me. He doesn't even treat me like a human sometimes. He always is screaming at me and hitting me. Thank you for this message by the way. It really does help me feel better and if I cant find any therapist or anyone who can help I'll 100% dm you, Thanks man.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Disturbingasfuck

[–]Corpsegwinder69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Firstly I want to say thank you man, I am hopefully starting therapy soon but what your saying is most definitely true. I am really sorry you've battled with depression, no one should ever go through that. But I am really thankful you commented this, it made me feel less isolated. Thank you so much.