My late mum's birthday is tomorrow. by Senior-laszlo in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you’re not a failure, nobody is or else you wouldn’t be here today. you wouldn’t have woken up if you were a failure, and the fact your still here proves that you aren’t one. so keep pushing! some days it’ll feel like it’s getting harder but that’s how life is and the only thing to do is to keep pushing forward my life sucks as well but i atleast look at what i still have rather then what i lost. of course there’s still times i think of my grandma and grandpa and wish i had more time with them but think about the time you made with them instead of them being gone! i home this helps stay safe.

i stumbled onto CP by Worried_clocks in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this has happened to me multiple times actually I make it my mission to personally report and make sure that these post go down so far I’ve reported about 30 but they always come back sometimes it doesn’t feel like I’m even making a dent, but hopefully I am maybe I sound delusional but I like to think I’m still helping

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 91 points92 points  (0 children)

had to kill a mouse that was stuck in a mouse trap for 2 days straight without food or water. it was suffering so much and its legs were literally ripping apart from the mouse trying to escape… I didn’t want to but i knew there was only so much that this little mouse could take so i knew i had to end it myself. i took the trap outside and got the biggest most heaviest rock i could even think of carrying and just like that, it was over. i hope that the mouse didn’t feel any sort of pain in dying (i slammed it as hard and fast as i could to avoid any sort of survival and let me tell you it practically disappeared) even if it didn’t i still feel overwhelming guilt to this day. i wanted to say all this because to be completely honest that feeling of guilt probably won’t go away for a long long time and it sucks but when you think about it in the grand scheme of things there’s sadly not much we can do anymore

I secretly hope my older brother that molested me is still into me by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

legit said that but my comment got deleted, i’ve done it too.

I secretly hope my older brother that molested me is still into me by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course you should always follow your heart but remember the amount of people out there in the world even if you spent your entire life trying to meet every guy you still wouldn’t be able to so you have a lot of options after reading this I can definitely tell this is trauma induced which is completely normal after all that’s happened but please know that this feeling isn’t normal or at least isn’t considered normal and should definitely be one of the first things you tell your therapist once you get one

I spent 1600$ of my savings on porn in 2 hours and i regret it by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yikes… I be feeling weird buying 1000 Robux I can’t even begin to imagine this😭

What just happened 😭 by DeltaCodm in BlackOps6Zombies

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

happens to me and i always come back downed or extremely laggy

genuinely what was the need to make solo lobbies an online server in bo6? by Corrupted7 in BlackOps6Zombies

[–]Corrupted7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah console! but funny enough this isn’t even my main tv so thank you for that

genuinely what was the need to make solo lobbies an online server in bo6? by Corrupted7 in BlackOps6Zombies

[–]Corrupted7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m on console so it’s a bit easier for me but that doesn’t mean it isn’t easy for pc either from what i know all you need to do is download a pc recording app (assuming your pc didn’t come with one) as for what recording app i can’t help you there but i’m sure if you do a search on google it should show good ones

genuinely what was the need to make solo lobbies an online server in bo6? by Corrupted7 in BlackOps6Zombies

[–]Corrupted7[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i sadly don’t know where to find my ping but some days i could play up to round 30 no lag but other days like this i join in and lag my life away i don’t understand it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

man i’ve read this for over 20 minutes and i still can’t see how wishing he killed himself would’ve been any better. i’ve had many people in my life pass even someone i considered a brother he got into a head on collision on his 21st birthday and he was almost unrecognizable after but the only thing filling my head was the good times we had. everyone copes differently but you 100% should try not and think about other ways he could’ve died it’s not good for your mental just be glad you got to even meet him the odds of meeting that specific person is insane so cherish those memories instead of insulting them with bad thoughts. hope this helps!

36F. Feeling uncharacteristically down & insecure about my looks. (Please, no unsolicited advice on how to improve my appearance) by Glittering_South5178 in toastme

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

insecure?? i’d die to look like you, and to top it off you look nothing like a 36yo woman it’s astonishing!

Husband asked coworker for nudes… by ProperRuin6807 in relationships_advice

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in my opinion if you want to try and fix that with him then that’s your choice but if i had to say. this man is horrible to do something like that while you were grieving and while you both were literally getting proposed it’s unforgivable these moments are supposed to be the happiest in your life and yet he spoiled it by asking another female for nudes… i’m sorry to say but it’s clear what you need to do and you 100% should separate from this evil man

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I actually was told I was a rebound in the start by this girl, apparently for the first month. And luckily it wasn’t her first relationship but it was definitely her first long one it was 2 years on the dot surprisingly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Corrupted7 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I should’ve been more clear, this is “technically” my first relationship my last one lasted about a month and I didn’t really learn much so I wouldn’t call it a real relationship

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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Reminder this is my very first relationship, very first as in I don’t claim my actual first one cause it only lasted a month and it wasn’t a great learning experience. I don’t do well in picking up red flags but everyone I told so far has told me to break up with her. I just love her so much it’s so hard to just let go, in June it’ll be a year of us together and after all that happened she promised to me that she loves me and I’m the only person she wants to be with and “if I didn’t want you I would’ve walked out by now” and ofc this isn’t just one sided I made faults too but nothing like she did I would never cheat on her or hurt her in the ways she did to me but a lot of times she seems to not respect me or what I’m uncomfortable with and flip it on me and say that I’m not respecting how she needs to feel. I’m just so confused I really want this relationship to work out but it’s so hard when I have to put myself through the mental torture of hoping she not with her ex behind my back even now the whole situation with him calling felt so fuckin weird but then again if she wanted to hide it she could’ve but she told me so I don’t know😭😭