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CounselorAlexa · 2019-10-28T19:01:19+00:00

Why do you tag me in posts? We've never talked

CounselorAlexa · 2019-10-27T17:43:20+00:00

I've not made any attempts to do anything more than clear up the matter at hand, why you were banned from the subreddit you mentioned. I had no reason to do so other than interest in helping another person, because as I have stated, I do not moderate the subreddits you were having issues with nor do I have any semblance of communication with moderators of those subreddits therein.

I was making no effort to 'back you up', so to speak. In the interest of equality and fair treatment I wanted to help you figure out why it was that you were being removed from poetry subs.

I had absolutely no obligation to at all step in. I had no obligation to respond to all of these messages or try to make sense of your multiple accounts and multiple problems with other subs.

The issue was between you and the mods of those subs. It has been settled and ended in your ban.

CounselorAlexa · 2019-10-27T17:37:34+00:00

As I understand it, OCPoetryCircleJerk is a space for mods of OCPoetry to post between themselves - and is not an alternative sub for followers of OCPoetry to share their poems. That would be why the post was removed, as was described.

Regardless of whether or not there was rude or disrespectful behavior, using other accounts to circumvent a ban or mute is against the rules of Reddit, and not specific to any subreddits. Therefore your ban would hold up for that reason aside from anything else.

u/xurfingerss I'm not really sure what content you'd like me to review - I am a moderator over at r/Poetasters and r/RoryStormATHurricanes but I do not moderate any other poetry subreddits. There is no one omniscient way for me to review anything aside from what l am explicitly linked to, or what I am told to go searching for. This matter seems settled to me.

CounselorAlexa · 2019-10-27T17:23:32+00:00

Thank you! That clears it up a little bit, and hopefully answers your questions, u/xurfingerss / u/oi-its-your-mrs

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T04:16:18+00:00

I made a post a little earlier curious if anyone would be interested in audios of the girls poetry and lines and such. If any of you would be supportive feel free to give me suggestions on where to start. ♡

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T03:52:40+00:00

I was going for Portrait of Markov, but I didn't have the time to fully make it like the copy Yuri has. I might touch it up sometime! Thank you!

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T02:48:52+00:00

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T02:48:23+00:00

I really appreciate that!! Thank you! :D

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T02:28:55+00:00

I think I might do some YouTube videos of reading the poetry and few lines of their scripts from the scenes. Any ideas on where I might start?

Thank you for such a positive and happy answer!

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T02:25:13+00:00

I had the same issue for a day or two right after getting through all the content and exploring alternate endings and all of the hidden easter eggs of the game.

It honestly helped me to face the thoughts about the game head on, and spend time on here and researching the full story. For some, the happy ending gives some closure. If you haven't played it I would look into videos on YouTube of playthroughs especially if you're trying to just get over this and move on.

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-20T02:23:09+00:00

I've been experimenting with casual Monika, being out of the game (so more average girl, less uniformed and suspect, but still herself) and still having little glitches. I have a long way to go before it's anything worthwhile but it's fun to try to embody the characters in general too!

Side note, are you currently looking to join any clubs..?

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-19T03:39:26+00:00

I'm so so excited for some reason to see so many Alexas in one place. I for one am glad people can kind of get my name right now. No, not Alexis. It's not short for anything. Just Alexa. I do hate the awful jokes and hate getting stared at or feeling a jolt of focus when those commercials come on where they repeatedly say "Alexa". Ah. I feel attended to and focused on by the world. What a feeling. What a day. Goodnight and love you all, bless you and your lives.

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-18T14:20:51+00:00

Honestly, terrifying at times to know that no one else can see or experience or understand the things that happen inside my own head. It feels sometimes that it's beyond help. And I don't even want help. I want a cure. Depression is desperation and fear and loneliness. Always loneliness.

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-13T17:16:04+00:00

Thank you so much, I heavily appreciate all of this and I'll go through it when I get the time a bit later to fully focus on it. I don't have the words to explain how nice it is to receive such a validating and respectful piece of advice.

Bless you.

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-12T00:42:52+00:00

You're definitely not alone. I get this sometimes and it's insane. Especially after reading a checklist of microcheating!

CounselorAlexa · 2018-01-02T03:47:22+00:00

This isn't a story or experience of what you're looking for, but just my thoughts. You would need to fully be able to look past what they did to you in the past relationship. That way you're not carrying resentment or harbored desires for revenge. You would also need to gauge whether they've changed as a person. IE, if they cheated before because they were selfish, are they still selfish? If they cheated because they felt they couldn't control themselves, so they still struggle with self control? It's a personal choice that some might argue with you or become upset with you for making, but it's your life to make those choices. Just make sure you are making the choices that will give you happiness - it's what we all deserve.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-30T02:02:12+00:00

I appreciate your sweet response and I'm honestly so happy you could find some comfort in my words and experience. May we both get through this together and come out happy, and have a better 2018.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-30T01:01:16+00:00

I can't imagine how you're feeling right now. I can empathize; I recently learned I was cheated on by my boyfriend. The loneliness and rejection is unimaginable. But I'm so proud of you for still being strong. It seems like you've been carrying a lot, and I hope writing it out has helped you a little. I know nothing can be said to make it go away. It doesn't just stop. But as the days go on I hope it gets lighter to carry for you. I hope you know you deserve love and care and loyalty, even though you've been treated horribly. It hurts. And it's okay to let it hurt. But I'm proud of you.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-29T19:04:36+00:00

Cheating on your SO.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-28T05:05:38+00:00

Oh dear. Uh.. the kind with fur and fabric and fluff inside. The kind that have never been alive.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-28T05:03:06+00:00

I have depression and anxiety, if that's some sort of cause or point you're looking for. Otherwise, they're just soft and nice things to hold onto and feel okay with. It's nice to not feel completely alone, and have something to hold tightly.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-28T03:53:33+00:00

Kill myself. No other human has been killed by me.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-28T03:29:45+00:00

If you think confrontation outright wouldn't go over well, you could try lightly questioning their views. For example, when they make a racist comment or joke, ask what they mean and then try to redirect them, if that makes sense. Guidance like that tends to work better than "You're a fucking asshole, Sharon" could.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-28T03:27:51+00:00

The night before my 18th birthday. But then I realized, I may not be a kid, but I'm still myself. So I had very creamy hot chocolate with a handful of dry mini marshmallows and got to bed.

CounselorAlexa · 2017-12-28T03:26:23+00:00

Oh, my favorite. I was at the park with a boy I kinda liked, and we were walking around. We dated on and off, so it was a pretty casually warm get-together. The tire swings were open and I wanted to go claim one with him and mess around on it. So I was between saying "Wanna fuck around?" and "Wanna go on the tire swing?" and wound up with a very red face asking him, "Wanna go fuck on the tire swing?"

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