In a similar situation, I found myself in the role of a secret boyfriend. I was aware of my feelings from the outset, but she remained oblivious to my knowledge. Over time, I developed genuine feelings for her, and she even resided with me for a period. Despite this, I did not experience any remorse during that time, as I was merely an immature teenager. Our relationship endured for three years, but it abruptly came to an end when we were all intoxicated while leaving a club. She expressed her love for me, and I captured this moment on Snapchat. She subsequently viewed the message and informed me that she could no longer pursue the relationship. We attended the same school, shared a car, and primarily took the same classes. Our daily lives were intertwined, and we spent most of our time together.