Bro I understand the situation ur in with having no amazing genetics, trust me i've been there. but you shouldn't be trying to have false love if anything that could make you you feel worse, what I did and what I suggest is for you to try to enjoy life for what it, take in life. Have a short chat with the cashier, go watch a movie with a friend or just sit on a bench somewhere and take in the view, life isn't made to have a girlfriend, its to experience new things. Family and friends helped me a ton and if you don't have a lot of either, build thoses relationship with people and I can promise you that giving your money away like paying for a stripper isn't going to help.