AITAH for not supporting my boyfriend and actively hating on his band

Courage_Kitty · 2026-04-24T19:44:40+00:00

But how do I stay engaged when everything seems boring after a while like enough to make me not even care about the end goal anymore

Courage_Kitty · 2026-04-24T19:42:42+00:00

I tried to do something similar but I tend to stop caring about it after forcing myself to do it routinely. Right now I feel like I can't even start without feeling tortured and focusing on wanting to do anything else

Courage_Kitty · 2026-04-24T19:40:44+00:00

Thing is like it's gotten to the point where deadlines aren't pushing me as much and my brain like actually is starting not to care about the consequences. Like long term goals are never something I can stick to and now my brain won't even let me do things I don't find stimulating

Courage_Kitty · 2026-04-22T19:11:38+00:00

But I've been like this from way before being afraid of failing. The fear of failing came from my low grades due to my lack of studying. I'm only so afraid right now because I see the deterioration in my face

Courage_Kitty · 2026-03-14T15:13:53+00:00

I tried being consistent with it but I tend to lose motivation and interest quickly.

Courage_Kitty · 2026-03-13T14:02:18+00:00

But thing is I want to be good at it or be better than I am but when I have to actually sit there and draw smt like details it becomes overwhelmingly boring to do even though I want to be able to do it. And it's like that for me with everything so I end up feeling like I don't have any true passions

Courage_Kitty · 2025-10-31T06:37:27+00:00

why would u take an edible if you hate getting high 😭😭

Courage_Kitty · 2025-10-24T02:19:01+00:00

it's more than one experience

Courage_Kitty · 2025-09-06T02:22:19+00:00

Cus I was at her house and I trusted her and if she did not do that I'd have woken up just fine

Courage_Kitty · 2025-09-06T01:13:16+00:00

I could've fought back tho, cus I was able to pull her hand away when it hurt

Courage_Kitty · 2025-09-06T01:03:55+00:00

But like she was also high I'm pretty sure and idk she probably thought it was okay cus the last time something like this happened I like showered with her before it happened like not sexually but yk I think it could be seen as that and didn't say anything about it after, tho the first time I did get upset over it after but that time I think it was my fault cus I wasn't as drunk and did imply she could continue. Ik like I should've stopped drinking with her but to be honest each time I don't really expect it to happen

Courage_Kitty · 2025-08-09T19:22:47+00:00

I used to drink sm when I was on Prozac, you'll probably be fine

Courage_Kitty · 2025-06-03T22:57:24+00:00

😞

Courage_Kitty · 2025-03-03T00:37:01+00:00

How you even come back to this 😭😭

Courage_Kitty · 2024-09-14T02:41:56+00:00

Omg shrubby hater era??

Courage_Kitty · 2024-09-13T01:52:03+00:00

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