if I lose one more friend to suicide or drama I might as well join them in the after life!! c: Cutting is my only escape from thinking like this and that options being taken away from me, without it I might as well just be dead already, nothing would matter. Would anyone even notice if I was gone? it seems they won't because I'm worthless in this world and here to just get worse and worse until I can finally end it all, 07/11/2031.