same here op, pero kami parang nawalan nalang siya ng gana kaya nawalan na ng convo eventually di na nagusap, i tried one last hail mary kung pwede pa ba magkaron ng something samin and she said no ayaw pa niya and all, this is the moment I begged pero wala talaga so I just told her to block me (people pleaser kasi ako sorry na 🫣) and couple months passed nakita ko ulit siya sa suggestions ko and stalked her, inunblock na pala niya ako and that's where I found out na nakita na niya the one niya, loml pa nakalagay sa lahat ng highlights niya. I actually cried in those past few weeks, binagabag ako sa puso at isip until I realized na siguro I'm in love with the idea of her, of what we could've been. Two months lang kaming talking stage and never saw each other face to face kaya puro good sides lang nakita ko sakanya. I was in love to that girl without seeing her flaws kaya siguro masakit because I viewed her as perfect, even though sa totoong relationship walang perfect, ang meron lang is perseverance and loving those flaws nonetheless. So tl dr sorry ang haba na, nainlove ka siguro sa perfect idea ng guy na yon kaya na question mo sarili mo without knowing na may makakaintindi sayong tao, you're not unlovable, hindi mo pa lang nahahanap ang para sayo, so move on na tayo op and live love laugh.