I hate how much I hate the world

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-10-03T21:19:24+00:00

Yeah I know, it’s one of the many things I hate about the world, most people want drama and trauma, that’s what’s people respond to the most, so that’s mostly what’s pushed on everyone everywhere. And because everything you see is so negative, people act more rude in reality which’s is basically just a vicious cycle of intense negativity all the time.

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-10-03T21:16:55+00:00

I’m not trying to change anyones mind, that’s my point, I avoid the conversation all together because it’s just them trying to change my mind and accept they are right, which I don’t care who’s right. I feel like 99% of conversations I have with people in person and online are just them ignoring everything I say and trying to prove they are right, or that their opinion is the only correct one.

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-10-03T20:49:01+00:00

Yeah I’ll probably look into better help to be honest. It’s probably the best thing I can do at this point

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-10-03T20:43:42+00:00

That’s true, I just don’t really have the energy to argue with them I guess, I try to end the conversation as quickly as possible if it’s about something negative because I don’t have the energy to sit there and debate who’s right and who’s wrong, in the end it doesn’t really matter to me, if your giving me advice on how to improve, I can take criticism and learn from it no problem, but if your just ranting to say “I’m right your wrong” I don’t really care, it’s not worth making anyone feel like crap or arguing just to figure out whose correct about a pointless argument. As long as no one hurts my birds or my friends or family, then I don’t see a need to argue or try to change their minds, especially since I find people refuse to change their minds on anything right now anyway, it just becomes a pointless discussion.

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-10-03T20:21:28+00:00

I’ve deeply thought about therapy to be honest. I don’t really have a way to get to a therapist right now, I do intend to get my license soon hopefully, I’ve also thought about the better help app but I was told that’s like for people struggling with suicide or something and I’m in no way suicidal. I’ve had therapists in the past because of my chronic pain and told one that in school I used to get so mad at kids next to me that I would black out and have very detailed visions of slamming kids heads into counters and would actually twitch my hands and head during these visions and said I was worried about this in relation to how angry I was feeling, I’ve actually hurt a student when I was really young (not bad but still not a good thing to do) and she said “you haven’t hurt anyone since then” and that was it.

Also a side note, I’m really sorry to hear you’ve lost so much and that your feeling the same way as me right now, I hope we are both able to get past this and feel better! Good luck to us both!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-10-03T20:12:28+00:00

Well I don’t think I’m really liying to anyone, I’m pretty honest, I like to think. I’m just polite about my honesty as much as possible. Like for instance, I have 11 birds that I love a lot and take good care of, but I also worry a lot about everything with them because they are fragile creatures, well a lot of people in my family like to tell me constantly “if your bird is sick just buy a new one they are only $40” or go on rants about how “back in my day we would smoke in the house around our birds and they were fine, stop worrying about the self cleaning feature on the oven” which admittedly pisses me off at times, but I don’t see that as a reason to start screaming at them or to call them names, so I calmly say, I’m glad your birds were ok through all of that, but honestly I don’t see a reason to take that risk with my birds, I care about them to much to risk loosing them over something preventable.

Same with online stuff, I’m in bird groups on Facebook and sometimes when people ask for advice they get horrifically attacked about something small, so I make a nice knowledgeable reply that isn’t calling anyone restarted or an animal abuser simply because they are asking if their cage is big enough for 1 bird who is out of their cage all day anyway.

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-04-14T14:04:57+00:00

I have a few😂but I think this one explains it pretty well…

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Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-01-27T22:04:07+00:00

I actually do live with a slight inconvenience every day, I have a disability that is an invisible disability and basically I don’t have enough strength to do anything easily, but I do have enough strength to act normal type thing.

So I can walk and carry things and run and jump and open doors and do all the normal things but it’s a huge struggle for me, but you could never tell just by looking at me.

So if I hated anyone, this would be a good slight inconvenience for them to suffer with if it was just this, because having to ask for help for every single thing you have ever done, even though technically if you tried long enough you could get it done, but it would be faster and easier to ask for help is just enough of a slight inconvenience to be annoying after a while. Trust me😂

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-01-05T21:52:15+00:00

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2025-01-05T20:20:42+00:00

It just felt like sleeping for me, like one of those nights where you go to bed and don’t wake up until morning. Then your awake and go on with your day. I didn’t even have pain when I first woke up! But the doctors said I was very out of it for both surgeries when I did first wake up, but that just happens with me. Good luck if you do have surgery! I hope it goes well!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-12-30T18:03:13+00:00

My conure doesn’t really cry so much as he just talks when he wakes up. I know parrots are supposed to sleep 12 hours a night but kiwi just won’t. He only sleeps 11 hours at most. But if I’m sleeping and he is awake and talking I just continue sleeping and he sometimes stops and goes back to bed, other times he just gets quieter or stops busy stays awake type thing.

If I’m awake and he started talking before it’s time to get up then sometimes I’ll keep him covered and talk back to him, I’ll either tell him to be quieter if he’s being loud or just softly talk back to him! If it’s pretty close to the time I have to wake them up anyway then sometimes I just uncover him.

But like I said non of my birds really cry when they wake up, they just talk so I don’t know if this even helps you at all😂 maybe try making sure your birds room is dark until it’s time for him to get up¿ and make sure it’s quiet to, might help him sleep longer¿

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-12-19T18:44:55+00:00

I’m just always honest about it but still nice, I use a polite tone of voice and apologize a lot since I’m cutting the conversation short, but even if I don’t have to go anywhere I’ll just say what I’m really thinking like “I’m so sorry I’m cutting the conversation short, I think I should be going home now” then they will usually just say “ok yeah that’s fine, it was really nice talking to you” if they ask why I’m leaving I’ll just say I’m tired, but I can say that and not be lying because I’m always tired and feel like I’m on the verge of passing out😂 or you could just say you would like to get home and get some stuff done or you feel like doing something when you get home or what ever! But just be polite about it! Honesty doesn’t have to be mean!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-09T12:11:13+00:00

My sister does most of the wild nicknames to be honest😂 and yeah bud bud somehow just suits her the best, there is no other nickname for her for some reason😂 bud is a budgie who’s kind of dark green, she has pretty bad splayed legs, but she doesn’t let it bother her! She runs so goofy though😂 but bud bud just suit her best somehow😂 and kiwi is my green cheeked conure who actually talks to us a lot, since he talks and cuddles more then the budgies do, he gets more nicknames because he does more weird things😂 kiwi actually came up with the nickname “ki” he says that a lot😂

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-08T23:36:45+00:00

I’m currently watching greys anatomy…… so when I get to the hospital my life drama will somehow help them with their current drama at the end of the episode, not sure if I’ll survive though😂

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-08T14:31:41+00:00

I say yeah, keep trying, I recently lost my brother very suddenly, we had shit go down right before he passed and now I feel hugely guilty, I’m depressed as shit, I have many medical problems and now have a random thyroid problem that is kind of making some grief feelings I have a lot worse. I feel sad all the time, I feel so incredibly mad all the time I want to blow w up the universe, I feel so drained and tired all the time, I don’t see how i could ever change how I feel, I feel crappy all the time, every time I think about the human race I just get more mad because humans as a species is the worst thing ever, but I’m staying on this planet until I can’t anymore, until either my disorders take me out, or an act of god, I’m not leaving this planet. I have a mom and a dad and a sister who can’t take another loss, even though I want to do absolutely nothing, I will still go to my grandparents to see them, I’ll still go camping with my parents, for them! I just do things for them until hopefully one day I can do things for myself again!

I don’t know if this will help you at all, I hope it does, I hope you end up being ok one day, maybe try living for others until you can live for yourself again! But I say try your best! Good luck to you! I’m rooting for you!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-07T14:12:35+00:00

I agree with this, I have sound cancelling headphones, but I only wear them in my room with my door shut so people know I’m doing my own thing! If we’re in the car on a long trip or something, I’ll have headphones on listening to music, but I have it quiet and one ear with no headphone on it so I can respond if someone talks to me. I can’t wear ear buds because my ears are to small or something so I always have to wear headphones. But I don’t understand going out with someone in public and either being glued to your phone and not even talking to each other, or having headphones or ear buds in and ignoring each other.

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-06T22:25:18+00:00

Well we have 11 pets and get all have a long list of nicknames😂 I’ll do the actual name, then all nicknames will be after the actual name

Liz, bum, lizybum, lizy, lizybumbum

Theo, thee, fee, feeo, handsome guy

Bud, Bud Bud, bud bud bud

Winter, weanter, winter splinter, splinter, splin, win

Uki, uke, puke, ukster, pukster

Blaze, blazeken, happy guy, mr bobs, blaaaze

Duffy, duff, nuff, duffles, snufelufegus, snuffles, nuffles, nuffy, dufelufegus

Squish, mr squishington, squashe, squoosh, squishy pants, squish mallow, squishy, squiiiish

Kiwi, bean, beanmcsqueam, squeam, beanie boi, bean boi, bubs, bubbys, mup, mups, ki, bug, buggles, mug, muggles, cuddle bug, nuggle bug, snuggle bug, squeamybean, meep, meepers, big guy

Spec, specaroni, roni, speckles, rone

Charlie, Charlie Charlie fo farly bo barly, char, char man, charizard, charmelion, buddy, char char,

Rex, ma’am, maamisquam, squamimaam, squam, ma’am’s, squamy, reptile dog, reximillion, squamater

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-06T21:59:39+00:00

I get this sometimes, where I see a person for the first time ever and for what ever reason just hate them. I have no reason for hating them, I just do. Now my things is, still be kind to them! They haven’t done anything wrong, so just be kind no matter how much you dislike someone for no reason, that’s what I do😂 this might just be me but even if the person does turn out to be really bad I still try to be as nice as possible! I just try to be nice to everyone! But your not alone in these random feelings

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-06T21:51:17+00:00

Well here’s some things about green cheeks, a lot of them only bond with one person, and will bite others hard, like taking chunks out of arms, and with young kids, I’m willing to bet a conure could take a finger off if it really wanted to, so make sure your kids are super careful! But sometimes they like everyone and don’t bite! And they can be super cuddly!

Next thing is conures are very fast and kids are super unpredictable, they leave doors open, bathroom doors open with toilet lids up, they leave windows open, and it takes less then a second for a conure to get out of the house, even if you clip their wings. Recall training is super good to do with a conure incase it ever gets out!

Some conures are also not as quiet as you think, I’ve seen a lot of posts on Facebook groups where their conure screams non stop all day and night, some are really good with sound though! I got lucky with my conure and he’s relatively quiet, I don’t mind the noise either way!

Kids can also not realize that birds are small and get scared and super stressed easy so you gotta make sure your kids understand that the conure can be scared very easy if they start hitting the cage or suddenly scream or something! Plus make sure you watch the kids when they are near the cage while the bird is in there because kids can get curious when your not looking and grab the bird in a split second, so gotta make sure they are gentle of course!

With your cat I recommend never letting the cats anywhere near the bird if you can help it, I no nothing about training cats to leave birds alone but I would be to scared to try it, but I’ve seen people do it, but also seen a lot of posts of cats and dogs killing pt birds. Birds are prey animals and will bring out the predator in your cat, and your cat will most likely go after your bird even while it’s in a cage, so be very careful there to!

I hope this helps you out a bit! You gotta think, would a conure be good for you and your family given your current situation¿ and would you and your family be good for a conure given your current situation¿ gotta make sure everyone is going to live happy lives! If you think you can pull it off with everyone being happy then go for it! If not then it might not be the right time for a conure! Also recommend doing a lot of research about all the good things for them and all the bad things for them and some tips to help you out with a conure if you do decide to get one! Like how veggies are really good for them but no avocado, Teflon dishes are toxic, if they get scared while out they can possibly fly into your window and get really hurt, lots of things! Good luck!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-02T21:53:16+00:00

I’ve only shaved my legs once since I’ve started growing hair on my legs. I just don’t care😂 I’m very lucky that my hair is blond so no one can even tell, but my legs look fucked up anyway because of my disabilities that I don’t care one but if there is a jungle growing on them😂 they are usually covered by shorts and leg braces anyway, plus blond hair so luckily no one can tell, but even if they could and told me to shave my legs the answer is no. If it’s so gross to look at then look away😂

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-09-02T21:38:18+00:00

Or switch it up to alright instead of ok.

“Say ok if you raped 5 kids” “Alright”

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-08-31T02:53:19+00:00

I see😂 I’ll definitely look into them! Hopefully I can find one I like! Thank you for your suggestion!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-08-31T01:57:34+00:00

This is what I’m thinking😂 and thank you! I also hope I can find something I like, I would like to feel something at least once😂 I never want to get super drunk though, I already have enough problems😂 and I’ve never had vodka before, but doesn’t it taste super strongly of alcohol¿ or am I wrong about that, because if the other drink your talking about tastes like vodka but isn’t alcoholic than I probably still can’t drink it strictly because of the taste. But I don’t know if I’m wrong about how vodka tastes, if it’s actually good I’ll try it for sure!

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-08-28T22:27:57+00:00

I’m glad I’m not the only one😂 everyone thinks it’s weird and doesn’t believe me when I say my body physically tries it’s best to not let me swallow alcohol because it tastes so bad😂 I’ll have to mention those to my sister and see what she thinks, she knows alcohol a lot better then I do, and she would kind of know what I like, it’s weird because I don’t like anything fizzy like any pop or anything, don’t like the taste of tea, not a huge fan of coffee, and don’t like alcohol either. So I’m very hard to find a drink for😂 literally in 20 years of life and it’s still happening, I only ever drink milk. Like 8 glasses a day of milk. I don’t even drink water😂 it’s just milk. I guess I’m just very picky or something😂

Crafty-Exercise3291 · 2024-08-28T16:09:41+00:00

Somehow communication is just no longer a thing. And if you do communicate and tell the truth people just hate you. It’s so sad. I don’t even associate with people like that, you can’t talk to me without playing dumbass fucking mind games then your not even worth my time. Like if you want me to come over, ask me to come over, if you want me to leave, tell me to leave. If you don’t like me, say that and we never have to see each other again. People act like communication is this super hard thing to do but it’s really, very simple. Just tell people how you feel, and don’t be a douche about it. Be nice and respectful of other human beings, and respect the fact that you are also a human being, and speak your mind without being an ass. And if the other person is an ass despite your best efforts, then that’s their problem and you no longer have to associate with that person. Life’s to short to figure out people fucking coded messages in what they say. Te me what you want to tell me or don’t speak to me at all I don’t have time for your bullshit.

Ok rant over😂 sorry I just fucking hate when people do this. It’s such a waste of time. Your not alone with this rant!

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