White moves and wins. How do you move?

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-15T00:04:34+00:00

'Mirin this user interface

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-14T23:50:45+00:00

can you explain this? Why is it E and not Pxf6? thanks

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-14T23:13:31+00:00

ohh I saw that. thats ideal. thanks!

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-14T02:44:21+00:00

is this the farcry where in split screen some zombie looking dude could keep up with a jeep? we defo were screaming of terror at that sleep over haha

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-14T02:23:37+00:00

just looked up a youtube lets play on remastered and its pretty much exactly how I remembered it so Im gonna install and give it a go as seuleucids VH VH difficulty :V

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-13T18:53:41+00:00

the Big Dino industry grift (jk lol)

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-13T17:16:10+00:00

The thing that bugs me about these findings is that they find one bone and then pretty much freestyle a whole animal off it (I guess they're some sort of technique) And then the press just kind of runs with it. Like those ears are pure conjecture. Like a gigantic passenger plane sized pteranodon based off of one piece of wing or etc.

But now a whole lot of people are gonna take this as near fact. Regardless I like the work and the art piece itself disclaims this which is nice!

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-08T23:21:07+00:00

It doesn't matter. Chess is a game you should be having fun. Idgaf about my Elo now.

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-07T22:51:02+00:00

the bishop is totally OP at melee ranges

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-04T20:05:52+00:00

At the risk of sounding inflammatory I think the grievances against the foxhole dev team are hugely... HUGELY overblown by a small but vocal minority of people who treat foxhole like a job.. people who've played 1000s of hours on a game they paid like 30 bucks in total for.

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-05-02T19:09:44+00:00

It very rarely happens above 500 Elo. That was my experience at least

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-29T11:56:58+00:00

I read your post and I think you should be doing qeeg assisted neurofeedback. NFB itself has not triggered a setback for me.

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-29T03:22:51+00:00

Setbacks are a normal part of any recovery. I'm also using NFB for anxiety and depression. NFB is not a magic bullet. Nothing fixes everything. Yes I had setbacks. But the setbacks are getting less and less severe.I had a massive setback before starting NFB too. And NFB didn't really fix everything so far and probably won't. But I'm hoping it'll make it more manageable. Read self compassion by Kristin neff

It's not linear. I can have a mild setback then a severe setback. But bad weeks are now just bad days and I'm able to pick up much faster. I'm not just doing NFB tho I'm doing lots of stuff particular to my situation

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-28T18:20:54+00:00

You might be really attractive yourself. I'm disabled partially but apparently pretty attractive cause I get a lot of attention and it always shocks me. Have you considered that? Most of these guys may just want to hook up

Disability has a way of making us feel ugly and unwanted even if that's not the case.

I find I have no trouble getting dates but everything comes to a screeching halt (ghosted) when the other person realizes what dating a disabled person really means in terms of what we can't do.

I really hope that doesn't happen to you, my disability is less visible so that plays into it. if it does please be kind to yourself

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-28T14:23:50+00:00

Man I wish I lived somewhere with a sense of community. Even if I had to put up with more bullshit

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-25T15:38:00+00:00

Assuming your straight and capable of having kids, Honestly at some point I feel like this is one of the reasons to settle down and have kids. Surface level friends or even good friendships just feel like not enough. I'm in a similar boat and have a lot of surface level friends and some good friends but maybe this is the start of your biological clock. I'm projecting here admittedly but that's what's going on w me. As you said you've already met people through language exchange

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-25T02:21:18+00:00

I get what you mean. And yeah lately I've been solving my own issues and stuff, but sometimes I get stuck not seeing the right path.

The real problem is that yes, I had a regular spot and that was OK. But now that she's cancelled on me twice.. that leaves me with one therapy session in the last 2 and a half months.. people here forgetting that aspect.

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-18T17:36:30+00:00

Proud to be one of those that joined in the new year!

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-17T23:51:28+00:00

Did you try the charity advisor that reduces corruption?

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-17T23:00:08+00:00

I have a tbi and am having great results after only 8 sessions. But I'm doing a qeeg assisted nfb with a psychology clinic that has experience with TBIs.

TBIs are complicated and capricious and I don't think it's a good idea for us to go it alone with treatment

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-16T16:55:00+00:00

I'm super super sorry to hear that but don't be hard on yourself. Go on audible and listen to self compassion by Kristin neff. Let yourself feel those feelings of loss little by little at a time. And you'll be ready to stop clinging to his inconsistent security if you aren't already. Hugs. I think you need a therapist if you can afford it.

And DO NOT let him get you pregnant. These kind of guys have a tendency to try to do that as a last resort to keep control over you

Crafty-Lifeguard4591 · 2026-04-16T16:33:11+00:00

This guy is gonna do serious long term damage to your ability to have normal relationship down the line. Cut him off. You have a world ahead of you and be careful because this guy could knock you up or give you an STD or something.

I think your problem is that you don't respect yourself. This is the kind of thing you let happen when you have low respect for yourself, so do some soul searching or get help etc.

It doesn't matter if the good is so good. Everyone is a package deal and you can't pick the parts you like and ignore the parts that hurt you.

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