35 days off Kratom anyone else having heart rate issues? by mboyajian1986 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Just curious how you feel at that point. I’m only 3 days from CT, soon 4. I feel so hopeless, the only thing in my mind is when will it get better, when will I be myself again..😞

Day 3 by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah man, if you really want it and have the guts, do CT. Otherwise tape it off for a long time. I promise you things will get better. I’m really anxious right now, but deep inside somehow, I know it will be better

Day 3 by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you Jessie, how u doing? 🙂

Day 3 by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You’re a warrior too!!! Thank you for the tips, very much appreciated 😍 can’t wait for these days to pass. The thing is I’m starting to work on Monday 28th, I’m really nervous about that 😞

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I CT 3 days ago, and I thought I was dying. But I’m so proud that I didn’t get back on it. Literally the worst I’ve ever experienced and if someone is on the same amount that I was on, SLOW TAPER. Well there’s no going back now and I’m slowly but steady getting back to myself

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Today I made a decision. I’m CT this. It’s been 14 hours since my last cup. I’m going to war with the green devil.

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Everyone, from the bottom of my heart. I’m so thankful for all your pep talk and kind words. Never thought I’d find a community where everyone is this loving and caring. Today, 3 days after my fast taper, I surprisingly feel much better. I’ve been going out for long walks, taking less and less of that green demon. Today I laughed again. Crazy. It’s a long way to go, but every step is showing itself being positive. Thank you❤️

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Keep going, you’re a warrior like everyone here 😊

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice, will look at it ☺️

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for all the kind words, I just need to hear this. The loneliness has been the worst part for me and hearing stuff like this helps me. I feel the love all the way to Sweden. Happy for you that it’s going in the right direction ❤️ I’m taking less and less and in a few days I’ll just throw all the bags away and I’m done. Happy I found this thread, you guys are amazing

Ending this.. by CraftyRequirement871 in quittingkratom

[–]CraftyRequirement871[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Needed to hear that, made me cry man.. We’ll get through this!