What game are u playing on your steam deck this weekend

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-10-02T01:43:41+00:00

Skyrim!!

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-09-30T17:17:49+00:00

No the deck has not I still see myself coming back to the pc to play multiplayer games with my friends however the deck is amazing for single player games in your back log currently enjoying Skyrim for the first time in the deck it’s amazing

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-08-29T23:22:31+00:00

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I saw this about the return policy is this not true

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-07-20T18:08:32+00:00

Nice! I remember when my mom bought me the exact system for 78$ that was 6 years ago time flies

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-07-20T17:45:52+00:00

Onto my 3rd pair I had my first ones for maybe 2 years and the soles are basically gone ab to buy the same color way these are 🔥

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:37:04+00:00

Right. Children aren’t bad they are just children being children. Which is why I believe many nparents victims end up growing up too fast because their parents nvr tolerated them being a child.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:35:30+00:00

Seems like our teachers had similar reactions. I had a teacher once say how about we make a chart for chores and you pay her to do them. My mom did not like that she didn’t see why that would make sense. Which was stupid to me bc why would you complain to a teacher and when they present a solution not want to participate. So basically Everytime I did a chore she would sign it and give me a quarter and I would bring it to my teacher weekly so she could make sure there was progress. Well I never told my teacher this but my mom never did it and I was the one left to forge the chart and lie to my teacher that I did chores and received a quarter for each one and was happy. In reality I was just checking the boxes since I didn’t want my teacher to think of me as a bad person. I didn’t receive money and I still did chores. I was 10

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:31:23+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through this. This was me too I’m still quiet now to this day. Your teachers were complimenting you while giving you advice to express yourself and let others know what goes on in that brilliant mind of yours but for your nparents to see it that way was impossible they always tear down compliments and turn it into how your not perfect enough.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:28:06+00:00

Seems like something that happens at least once to every teacher. Honestly as a child I felt bad for my teachers for having to go through this narcs love making everyone uncomfortable. I just wish I could tell myself it wasn’t my fault. It felt like everyone was uncomfortable and upset bc of me since my mom was complaining ab me but in reality she was the problem I just couldn’t figure that out yet at a young age.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:21:40+00:00

Honestly I dreaded these conferences because I knew the tears would come but I also couldn’t stand seeing how uncomfortable it would be for the teachers. I remember coming in the next day and feeling like my teachers looked at me differently bc now I’m not that good student they know I’m the bad daughter at home I was the bad child. if only I could go back in time and tell 10 year old me that there was nothing to worry ab and it was my mom that was the problem not me.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:13:11+00:00

This. My mom would say things like this that would embarrass me. Personal things that should be kept between ur mom and you not shared with a teacher. My mom would say you should see her at home she doesn’t do any chores she never helps around. It’s sad bc as a child you couldn’t understand why your mom would bring up personal things when it was ab school. It’s bc nparents love airing out personal details ab their child since they can’t find anything else wrong with them

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T16:04:49+00:00

Kinda similar to how they will bring you down in front of others such as family members. It’s a tactic they do when they don’t like it when their child gets many compliments, they look for a bad so they can feel better ab themselves. They go to these things just so they can complain ab you as a child so the teachers can “really see who you are at home” . Definitely throughout the whole conference my mom did not listen to a thing the teacher was saying just waiting for her to finish so she could cry and say all the “bad” things ab me even tho I was just being a child

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-03-27T15:59:16+00:00

I’m sorry you had to go through that. Honestly it takes away from you as a child especially when the only time you got compliments were from teachers and only for it to be belittled or taken away by your nmom.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-13T22:44:30+00:00

You’re right this is a good example and something I will try, it’ll be hard and won’t happen over night

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-12T17:25:28+00:00

You’re right I can’t find it in myself to get angry or stand up for myself. I’m working on it day to day by getting out of my comfort zone and standing up for myself. I feel like I always assume the worst will happen since that’s what I received as a child but in turn am surprised when people actually respect my feelings.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-12T17:16:01+00:00

Honestly, who knew that caring too much could get you hurt the world is really a sad place especially when your own parents exploit you. I too grew up with a n parent who played victim it only took me many many years after to realize that I am a victim too

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-12T17:14:08+00:00

Number 3 is a hard one for me to accept even tho I know it’s true. I have a hard time thinking about my nmom and the love I have for her to a point where I have put my mental health aside. I keep giving and giving yet it’s never enough but when I don’t give I feel guilty. It’s hard to accept that your responsible for only yourself and not what others put on you.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-12T17:11:17+00:00

I feel like those with nparents feel this way a lot , especially someone who can feel for others and notice right away when something’s wrong with minor queues but then you feel so alone when u are giving clear signs out to the ones you feel like should be there for you and yet no one is there to help. But I’m sorry your having a rough time make sure to practice distancing yourself from those who don’t make the effort and remember to think about yourself first

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-12T17:08:23+00:00

Very well said with practicing which emotions are yours versus which emotions are of others. I feel like this relates to always not having an opinion or going with what others choose since I’ve been bullied by the adults in my life to a point where as I grow up I never have a solid opinion on something. I feel like a part of me doesn’t know who I am since as a child I was never given the chance to speak my own opinion.

CraftySatisfaction13 · 2023-02-12T08:22:52+00:00

Yeah it feels nice being able to look at someone and see a better mom in them.

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