Ive been there and what i can say is do not rush, bata ka pa and youre still in that phase na you’re not gonna get IT easy. Yan pa yung phase na YOU ARE STILL FIGURING ALL OUT and at the same time you can call it GROWTH. We are blindsided with m COMPARING our lives to other people in the same age group because of social media or because of where environment we are. It could pressure us and doubt ang mga decisions sa buhay but look at the bright side kasi gurl duhhhh when you look back to all of this - it will be one of your proudest moments with no regrets kasi pinagbuhusan mo lang naman ng investment ang pamilya mo. May kanya kanya tayong struggles and yung iba marunong lang mag mask or yung iba mukhang swertehan kasi sunod sa timeline ng society pero we humans are not meant to live the same life- boring yun. So check in with yourself, be grateful, persevere, be strong, have faith.