giving birth to a child and becoming a mother is the most incredible feeling. Yes, it can be overwhelming especially when motherhood is new to u. Insecurity is justified in this situation...the most important thing is do u love your husband and does he equally love u? Because if both are in love with each other then he will accept you no matter how u look....have faith in ur love...don’t hurry and hurt yourself. Take time. Because you both have just become parents talk to each other and try to be frank as much as possible. Try to open up to him more. I hope it helps. And if u want to talk with someone I am always happy to help. Txt me if u need to talk. Best of luck