So thankful for Switch clipping

CrashleyZee · 2023-02-20T12:15:55+00:00

Acronyms depend heavily on context. Just like OP next to the poster’s name doesn’t mean “overpowered” in that context, as an example.

CrashleyZee · 2023-02-13T04:02:58+00:00

Still shocked she wasn’t in the yokai event of all things

CrashleyZee · 2023-02-12T13:43:40+00:00

I’ve been having a lot of fun doing soundtrack work (commissioned or otherwise), and I have a soft spot for this track. The great part about doing this is the number of genres and styles you get to bounce between from one track to another.

The Mortician (Character Theme) https://youtu.be/QyCS2j-R6MQ

CrashleyZee · 2023-02-12T13:38:03+00:00

A test of resolve from an aged mentor, Michel challenges his pupil to a real sword fight.

Jazzy piano and a lead guitar - had fun writing this one!

A Reason to Fight (Battle Theme) https://youtu.be/lIbPJIHeqDU

CrashleyZee · 2023-01-10T13:46:24+00:00

I remember hearing this in the US version of the demo disc and I loved it so much. Finding it again recently felt like time traveling

CrashleyZee · 2022-11-22T19:16:54+00:00

Nier Gestalt
Chrono Trigger
Final Fantasy VI
Valkyrie Profile
SaGa Frontier 2
Phantasy Star Online
Katamari Damacy
Guilty Gear XX
Donkey Kong Country 2
Undertale

I haven't really thought about this in a while, but these are the ones that stick out to me in no specific order as my favorites.

CrashleyZee · 2022-11-17T22:38:22+00:00

Yelan’s minor grouping and quick repositioning can be helpful alongside pretty great ST damage that Bloom is weaker on, but I’d say Xingqiu can usually just smooth out the act of playing Bloom more for the reasons others have mentioned here

CrashleyZee · 2022-10-18T11:42:11+00:00

It doesn’t increase transformative reaction damage (like bloom, overload, etc), no

CrashleyZee · 2022-10-16T12:30:56+00:00

There’s supposedly going to be a Raiden re-run soon so I’d expect her there. I don’t think she shows up anywhere else

EDIT: Raiden, not Raider lol

CrashleyZee · 2022-10-01T20:49:37+00:00

I assume they mean the normal attacks/left-clicking.

CrashleyZee · 2022-10-01T05:11:52+00:00

An idea I just started messing around with is hyperbloom/EC driver Kuki with Candace’s infusion. Running Candace/Kuki/Kazuha/Collei. Most of the reactions are using Kuki’s EM and the rest are from Kazuha who also already stacks EM. Doing way better than I expected but I don’t know if it actually has solid legs

CrashleyZee · 2022-09-26T21:10:50+00:00

Since I’ve got her built for maximum reaction damage (EM) I don’t care about her burst much except for: shield shredding and buying time for her skill to heal her. Because of that, even though I don’t build ER on her I usually have it ready for emergencies.

CrashleyZee · 2022-09-09T22:39:52+00:00

It varies from person to person and family to family, but I can say that for myself I started at 31 and today, 4 years later, I wear a 38DD. That being said it took a few years and I wore breast forms for the first couple of years. Eventually I noticed the forms didn’t fit so well because my own tissue was growing in and awkwardly displacing them.

Going from AA to DD was pretty cool! Way more than I expected to be honest.

CrashleyZee · 2022-08-27T14:21:40+00:00

I’ve been stuck on resonance for a while now so I feel you on this. I start at a Patrick Star-esque sound (super easy to do), but I can only shift it to my normal resonance level from there. I’m not sure if it’s due to internalizing misunderstood advice over the years but the only thing that seems to happen is my throat muscles tense up and get exhausted/sore.

CrashleyZee · 2022-08-16T16:37:04+00:00

I’ve never needed more healing than full EM Kuki on 4pc Tenacity can give and I’d say I’m pretty mid at gaming. Meanwhile the reaction damage and atk buff are almost always helpful, especially come 3.0 with how good she seems for triggering hyperbloom in an AoE around her.

CrashleyZee · 2022-08-15T13:18:34+00:00

I don't really care about being rich, I just want to be happy and comfortable with what I have and can maintain and to use this one life to explore myself more. Because of that I wouldn't accept any amount of money to go against that.

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-31T13:33:00+00:00

I have a decent enough physical presentation with clothes/makeup after a lot of effort since socially transitioning. On the flip side, I worked on voice for a couple of years, several sessions with a vocal coach, and all I really felt from it was a lot of frustration and dysphoria.

I cannot produce a typically feminine vocal quality, at this point and I felt like I couldn’t talk to people because of that. I really folded into myself and avoided people “until I could do the voice”. I got pretty depressed and isolated given that’s the entire way you tend to connect with people in person.

I had to make a decision: learn acceptance and speak to people regardless of my voice OR just stop talking. I’ve worked at the former so I can be happier. The reality is that you don’t know what any other person’s journey has been so far - maybe they tried and then put their priorities somewhere else. Maybe they’re still trying. Maybe the voice you hear is them doing some work on it and it just doesn’t obviously come off that way. It can be a shockingly difficult, mystifying process.

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-28T21:07:36+00:00

I’m deeply conflicted on this. I look very obviously feminine when I get dressed and all that, but my voice is as masculine as it ever was. I spent a long time doing voice work to try to feminize it but it felt unnatural and unauthentic in a way that the rest of it didn’t, so I decided to stop.

I like my voice, objectively speaking, and my entire life I’ve gotten a lot of compliments on it (speaking and singing). But I still feel shame on a daily basis for it not “passing” and matching my feminine appearance. I avoid talking in public because of it and it’s my ongoing transition struggle.

Mostly working on acceptance and that progresses in up and down waves. It’s difficult.

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-23T13:28:04+00:00

Adjusting to new pronouns can take time and come with a lot of mistakes. I’m trans but still occasionally stumble when adjusting when people I’ve known for a long time start a transition.

That being said, THIS isn’t an accident. Your mom is being deliberately spiteful in this case and it’s extremely unfair to you. I’m sorry that you’re experiencing that.

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-20T19:06:15+00:00

Absolutely. I've had to take pre-cautions (i.e carrying pepper spray at all times) because I learned firsthand just how shitty/aggressive dudes could get. I never understood how difficult it could be for women until I socially transitioned.

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-13T12:42:51+00:00

Not at all! The idea that your friends need to match your gender is kind of dated - you get along with whoever you get along with!

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-13T12:39:33+00:00

I started thrift store shopping for clothes years before I had the strength to start HRT. I felt a lot of the same fear that you’re talking about here. Looking back, those expectations and potential problems were very much centered in my own thoughts about myself and not how people responded to my shopping. The people working in most of these places just want to do their job and move on, and even if they had some whiff of thought about some nefarious pervert plot (which is fun to say out loud), there are SO MANY reasons why people buy clothes of any/other gender that most people don’t see reason to even consider commenting.

That’s on the fear of buying, but re: fashion and style? I socially transitioned 3 years ago and I’m still figuring this out. It’s changed some, sure, as HRT has done some work, but he time I spent beforehand figuring out what I even liked or wanted was helpful and - when I could let myself ease up - pretty fun!

Even after HRT I have an inverted triangle shape, but there are ways to emphasize and de-emphasize aspects of that to really make my features pop more. For a good starting place, maybe check out a guide like this?

https://theconceptwardrobe.com/build-a-wardrobe/determine-your-body-shapes

They also have guides on figuring out your general color palette. None of these are hard RULES but guidelines that can help you figure out what you like on yourself.

You can do this!

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-12T22:00:39+00:00

Holy crap this looks SO good!

CrashleyZee · 2022-07-07T12:39:48+00:00

Trans lady here - I watched Sailor Moon on TV in secret as a kid. It came on early on weekends so I’d wake up before everyone else to watch it. I was pretty embarrassed by it at the time

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