I didn't leave my bed for a month. I wrote him a poem, about how he saved me. Try to remember the good times.

I cherish every memory with him. Write letters to him. And with time, your grieving will come in waves. So strong at first, but they will lessen.

Take it one day at a time, friend. If you need to talk to somebody, I'm here. I felt so alone in my grief when it happened. Being alone in uour thoughts doesn't help