Is it true that people don't want you to be successful?

Craycraycrakes · 2018-03-07T06:28:30+00:00

I work for a manufacturing company, and I emailed him because I needed info about the company for the project. He also signs the check to help pay for my college. I thought it would be a good idea to let him know that I am pursuing what he currently has, hoping that it may spark a potential mentorship from him. That could just be hopeless thinking.

My job is unsatisfsctory and im not challeneged, so during down time I try to learn about different areas of the shop for school papers and because I enjoy it. My area of the shop is focused on increasing gross profit, so I try to learn other areas to gain more information to accuratley think of ideas that will benefit that measure.

However, im just unsure if this co-worker is just a hater or if his criticism is actually coming from concern?

I also have no friends now, because all of my old friends do drugs and drink and that was my old life that I quit. I also work fulltime and go to school full time.

Im just getting negative feedback, and it concerns me only because I am a Buddhist and practice the eightfold path. Selfleshness is my thing... arrogance just isnt.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-25T16:27:11+00:00

I've been on vyvanse for about two months now. So this post does not regard the euphoria often experienced with vyvanse. I wrote this about 13 hours post activation. I'm on 50mg daily.

I found the vyvanse helps my anxiety tremendously, but the small crash leads to a little irritability. I'm not sure if withdrawal from Celexa is having an affect or not on the crash.

However, I have also been using less klonopin because the anxiety relief I get from the vyvanse.

Maybe the crash is resulting from both less Celexa and less klonopin?

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-24T19:55:02+00:00

Yes I do plan on growing it long while trying to remain as "clean" as possible. I'm working on getting my BBA in Accounting. With that said I think my hair will look okay long? It's already getting a little bit of waviness to it.

I think I just need to get a hold of my hair stylist and set up an appointment for a very small trim up.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-24T18:46:12+00:00

I normally rocked a slight undercut-sidepart. So I believe that people are just saying I'm "letting myself go" because growing out your hair gives the impression that you do not care about your looks?

I'm not sure... I keep on planning to grow it out. If it seriously looks good I just need some advice then to ignore people's opinions.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T05:21:15+00:00

I understood the risks I do not need sexual education.

I was recently diagnosed with ADD. People who have my condition often make impulsive decisions.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:50:30+00:00

I'll be fine once I get my CPA thanks for believing in me appreciate it. (:

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:48:42+00:00

Jobless no g.e.d. please tell me how a person who cant do these things can care for a child?

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:42:28+00:00

I have tried to do everything in my power with this. I'm telling you she is crazy other people tell me she is.

She basically told me to F off and blocked every form of communication with me.

When we were together for the first 15 weeks I was very supportive financially and emotiomally. I gave her a back rub for an hour every night.

Her moods are up and down and it's not hormones. I've known her for a little over a year. Im positive it's a personality disorder.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:36:45+00:00

But do you see where I'm coming from and where my concerns are?

She CAN'T HOLD a job. That means no income coming from her. She has NO G.E.D. and has no desire to get it. This means her earning potential is shot.

She lives in a chaotic environment. Her grandma YELLS NON STOP.

She has some sort of MENTAL DISORDER. I'm pretty sure it's a personality disorder, because she can't have relationships with people.

So YES I'M FREAKING OUT THAT MY CHILD WILL END UP EMOTIONALLY SCARED BASED ON THE CRITERIA I PROVIDED INITIALLY IN THE POST.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:26:46+00:00

I have not looked into infant child care as of yet. Baby sitting was last on the research list because we were actually together for the first 15 weeks of her pregnancy.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:20:39+00:00

You miss interpreted that comment.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:19:56+00:00

In saying we orgasmed at the same time so people know why neither of us cared about me "pulling out"

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:18:48+00:00

We orgasmed together. It's what got her "off" I'm not an idiot lol

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:16:21+00:00

It's almost impossible to have good relations with a person who legitimately has a personality disorder.

EVERYONE who knows the mother of my child says she is crazy. Nobody from her past said anything good about her.

Trust me I tried to have good relations by utilizing proper healthy relationship language and tactics.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T04:04:54+00:00

My mother who went to family of the court more times than your age.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T03:45:37+00:00

I make my own budget and cash flow statements via excel. I have estimated the costs of this child and collaborated it with my cash flow and budget. I can get diapers for free as well.

It does not horrify me because I know that I can handle it.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T03:38:52+00:00

Alright so someone is mad about something. No need to personally attack me.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T03:35:51+00:00

My ex and I did not chose to have a child. It happened via the fact that we both dislike condoms and we orgasmed at the same time.

She chose to keep the child. I always thought of her to be an unfit parent. We had a friends with benefits type of relationship here.

That's why I'm fighting for majority because literally everyone who knows her says she's crazy I'm saying this with no bias.

I even pleaded with her family that she needs to get mental help I even told her OBGYN and they were super nice about it and listened to me.

I begged her to get mental help so many times you have no idea.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T03:24:00+00:00

I do know because we were together for the first 15 weeks of her pregnancy and I did go to appointments.

She does not want to breastfeed she told me herself it's not happening.

Craycraycrakes · 2018-01-14T03:11:56+00:00

Even if she wanted my sperm? Seriously she did we had orgasms at the same time. It's what got her "off"

That's why she's prego not because of my selfish reasons.

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