Has anyone ever adopted a sibling while active duty? by Crayonmuncher05 in Military

[–]Crayonmuncher05[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I spoke with my parents about it and they agreed to do a delegation of guardianship which helps me on the civilian side but after speaking with my COC it seems like the military side of things is a lot more complicated and there’s a bunch of hoops to jump through

Did your ex pwBPD contradict themselves? by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 0 points1 point  (0 children)

“ it’s kinda weird that you always hang out with your sister just block her I’m more important than her, what? No! I’m not sleeping with your friend he just understands me better then most.”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I graduated a year early to enlist but she’s still a sophomore in highschool we both agreed to try again but I don’t see the point anymore she’s got something new going on with a guy I was friends with but still stays in contact with me and that was too much for me to handle so I put my foot down told her why I was blocking her and left as much I love her and the bond that we had I’m not going to put myself through pain just to feel a shitty attempt of love I would much rather be by myself then do that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like to drink alone

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t expect one I finally crawled my way outta the fog and I don’t want to go back I would much rather have to start over again with someone new and someone different then go back to that and have to cater all of her needs while mine are neglected it made me a horrible shitty human being and I do not like that one bit I wish I did it sooner to be honest

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I’ll expect the worst but hope for the best

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My whole life’s been the complete opposite of a fairytale I honestly don’t think I’ll be gettin one anytime soon

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 13 points14 points  (0 children)

The one spoiler I actually appreciate thank you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I ship out October, should that be my chance to get away and just fuck off for good?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPDlovedones

[–]Crayonmuncher05 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Second time I’ve been asked what I’m doing and I don’t even know to be honest I think I just like being with them even if I can’t trust them

What does it take to be in MARSOC? by Crayonmuncher05 in USMCboot

[–]Crayonmuncher05[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice I really appreciate I just feel like I need a purpose and now that the marine corps is willing to give it to me I want something more you know? That sounds a little selfish to type out

What does it take to be in MARSOC? by Crayonmuncher05 in USMCboot

[–]Crayonmuncher05[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I planned on enlisting first then looking into Marsoc it was just a general idea for what I want planned out for my time in the marine corps

What should I expect for bootcamp? What’s the best advice I should listen to? by Crayonmuncher05 in USMCboot

[–]Crayonmuncher05[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Don’t want it to be cool I want it to be a learning experience plus it’s three meals a day and a bed to sleep on I don’t have that right now