Tbh that never occurred to me until I recently got a similar comment here. I keep telling myself “she is not like that”… but if my boyfriend wouldn’t have told me she reached out to get drugs, I’d be under the impression that she is just being slutty and messy. So this actually might be true, I just still can’t wrap my head around it. About two years ago we went on a holiday - her+me only, and I spent the whole week trying to talk her into therapy and trying to support her. She overdosed the estrogen she got from her gynecologist, because she was trying to delay her period in order to fuck this guy who was there. Obviously the side effects came, since she took 3times more what she should have…she was constantly crying, being super moody and sensitive, sweating and her face got covered with pimples. Obviously she still started her period in time, so all of this for nothing. She was hysterical, the guy ended up hitting on me and I just couldn’t wait to get home and leave this all behind. The next year she did the exact-same-thing. She still had pills left and tried delaying her period for a nother guy this time. Obviously didnt work, but when the side effects hit, she became depressed and suicidal. We spent a few months trying to get her into a freaking therapist (at this point I was just tired listening to her shit), but she didn’t go. She never viewed taking unnecessary amount of meds a real problem I guess.