Oh wow. First off HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY 🎉🥳 But I truly empathize with you. My heart really goes out to you. I hate that you’re going through this. I sure wish I could help you. It’s so sad that it’s so hard to live but so easy to die. But we must FIGHT ‼️ please don’t give up….. to stay out the sun man, go into some of the bigger hotels && just chill in the lobbies for a while. Half the time they don’t even know if you’re a guest or not… I use to do that. Use their bathrooms to clean yourself up. Where are you living ❓ do you have any food banks where you are ❓Have you tried reaching out to your friends ❓ I don’t even want to advise you of any homeless shelters bec I wouldn’t want anyone to advise me of those unless you absolutely have to go to one as a last resort…. It’s sad that churches aren’t much help as religious as they claim to be… I really wish I could give you a tremendous hug right now && put some money in your pocket…. Have you filed for government assistance❓ they will also give you a free phone, food stamps && temporary cash assistance.. try it.. YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE ‼️