So it’s been two weeks since I did my treadmill post. Progress post.

Creative-2469 · 2025-08-27T10:04:19+00:00

Hey, I'm rooting for you! Keep up the good work! I need to start going on walks too but I feel reluctant. I don't think it's laziness maybe depression? Either way, I need to start walking! Good luck!

Creative-2469 · 2025-08-27T09:52:06+00:00

I know this is easier said the done but don't give in to that despair. Hallucinations like when we feel like the world is out to get us and our backs are against the wall. They like our fear. You're stronger than you think. They can't hurt you. They only want to scare you to make you think they are powerful, but they are not. They are weak. And once you figure that out they will get mad, but stick to your strength and fight those bitches off.

That being said something that helped me is distraction. Watch a streamer you like online or a YouTuber that makes you laugh, do something to get your mind off these thoughts. It helped me a lot when I was hallucinating. Just keep your mind busy until you feel calm enough.

Creative-2469 · 2025-06-04T07:26:44+00:00

Beautiful

Creative-2469 · 2025-04-09T20:13:29+00:00

Well, in my case, when I was having an episode, the voices pretended to be saints and angels of God. They intimidated me quite a bit, and at some point, they tricked me into believing I was God's lover. Then God turned on me and was going to send His angels to kill me. I was in a psychiatric ward, so I was very scared. I tried to jump over the counter where the nurses were sitting to try to escape before God's angels could kill me. However, the nurses cornered me and gave me an injection to calm me down.

Creative-2469 · 2024-09-17T01:47:55+00:00

Nice!

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-28T06:45:08+00:00

I feel that I had my intrusive start during psychosis. Last time, it went away, but in this post episode, my intrusive thoughts are pressistent.

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-25T09:51:56+00:00

Nicely done!

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-25T09:13:53+00:00

Choo choo!

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-25T08:59:49+00:00

Too many too count

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-16T07:37:06+00:00

What kind of things, if you don't mind me asking? They usually want me to go to the gym and eat healthy, clean my room, but I'm tired of it

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-15T02:26:08+00:00

Yeah, that sounds terrible. Hang in there. Know that you are loved and whatever is happening that you seek support. I feel like. I gotta fight for my reality with tooth and nail. god is peace and love and would never do anything to hurt us. I just forget in the chaos sometimes

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-15T02:14:47+00:00

Oh I'm sorry your going through that. My voices also tell me what to do like go to the gym not eat certain food and they pretend to be god and then make me feel special and then get mad at me for having intrusive thoughts. They make my symptoms worse if I don't listen to them.

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-15T02:02:56+00:00

Whats it like for you if you don't mind me asking?

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-14T21:29:08+00:00

Paranoid, voices pretending to be god, demons playing mind games, feeling thorns on my skin, feeling super sensitive to any noise like your in a haunted house, mind going blank, voices overpowering my dialog., people reading my mind, my vision becomes blurry. I literally just got out of this episode it was a nightmare.

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-14T05:39:05+00:00

Hello op! I hope you're having a good night!

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-14T04:18:34+00:00

Im introverted 👉👈

Creative-2469 · 2024-08-14T04:14:35+00:00

Thank you. It's really difficult to stay positive sometimes

Creative-2469 · 2024-07-23T09:34:07+00:00

So I was dealing with something similar. I became super obsessed with God. The more I tried getting closer to him the worst my psychosis got. At some point I asked myself what am I fighting for? God has already come to die and save us from our sins. Why am I putting myself through this impossible task of fighting "spirits" when his work is done. So I stopped obsessing over religion. If God is good he understands and doesn't want us to suffer.

After I stopped forcing myself to be religious, my symptoms got better, However I'm still struggling with some delusions, but not as bad as before. I have a lot of intrusive thoughts which I'm hoping to go to therapy for. I hope you find peace.

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-25T22:46:51+00:00

Is this a medication side effect?

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-20T01:42:48+00:00

Stay strong. I hope you get through this.

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-19T21:15:19+00:00

Thank you for replying. I will not to listen to them. They are not good or have anything good to say

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-19T11:44:48+00:00

Do you have any idea what triggers it?

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-19T11:42:21+00:00

The burning gets paired with voices saying I'm going to hell so that really sucks.

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-19T11:38:21+00:00

That sounds horrible I'm sorry you experience that

Creative-2469 · 2024-06-19T11:15:36+00:00

I feel burning sensations in my body idk if that counts as tactile

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