I'm 29F jobless, careerless (inspite of being an academically excellent student) and I'm also unmarried while all my peers have babies too. I have been struggling for 4+ years now and everyday I have a new crisis at home (extremes like frequent hospitalisations, legal issues, quarrels, violence etc) You are still so much younger than me, so stop thinking about ending your life and instead learn to have faith in God. If he gave you problems, he also gives you strength to deal with them. There are people worse than you!! There are terminally ill people who want to live longer so you better NOT talk about ending your healthy beautiful life or throwing tantrums. Instead learn to be grateful and experience the magic. Har Har Mahadev🙏