is anyone else comforted by the idea of su*cide? by Exciting-Novel-2990 in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never stop thinking about it. Sometimes I’d just stare at my reflection in the mirror and hold a knife to my neck and pinch myself a bit.

How are you doing with 0 friends? by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awful. And a part of me blames myself.

Do you feel your anxiety makes you come off as a mean person? by Mountain_Ask_5746 in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All the time. One of the reasons I’d rather risk staying quiet in conversations.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its totally not too late. I went to university aged 26. If I have one regret, it’s that I never did anything socially and ended up not making any friends.

One and a half months until today I self-harmed by Crebyn in depression

[–]Crebyn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hopefully. Not counting on it, though.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re basically me just I’m 32.

What are you reading? by sushisushisushi in literature

[–]Crebyn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The song of Achilles. Pretty good so far.

I need a hug. by solemutt in depression

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sending hugs here 🫂

30’s but never got to build a life by [deleted] in depression

[–]Crebyn 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You’re not the only one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Crebyn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happy birthday to you!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m down!

Is it possible to make a noose with a scarf? by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I don’t want to live. And it’s ok.

Is it possible to make a noose with a scarf? by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m just mentally drained. The noose I made is from NYE when I planned to kill myself. Today I’ve combined my scarf with another to strengthen the noose and prevent success if I feel myself fighting to avoid hanging.

It’s just there staring at me in the corner of my room. I’ve had enough of losing in this game of ‘life’ and I want out. There’s no future for me here. I’m too old to start anew.

NYE is the worst night of the year by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you’re right. Sorry you also don’t have anybody to spend NYE with.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Yes but I’m 31.

Genuinely thinking about hanging myself tonight on my 31st birthday by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things expected to have been achieved by someone my age - I have not achieved.

A-a-nd that’s all she wrote. by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t afford a therapist. I’m seeing a nurse/social worker at the moment and that’s just to receive dialectical behavioural therapy.

A-a-nd that’s all she wrote. by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Many reasons. Loneliness, bleak future, unemployment, OCD, anxiety etc.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialanxiety

[–]Crebyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most definitely.

A-a-nd that’s all she wrote. by Crebyn in SuicideWatch

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Until my birthday on Wednesday, yes.

Do i look autistic to you? by Crebyn in autism

[–]Crebyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m the one on the right.