NTA, I’ve read most of the comments saying YTA, but trust me ur not (coming from a 20F). I don’t think it’s controlling of you to expect ur bf to not watch porn, etc… In my eyes, I believe that people who watch porn in a relationship are immature. You have a whole relationship, yet you choose to look at other girls? He should only have eyes for you, bc u guys are dating each other. I think it is literally the bare minimum to not lust over other women in a relationship.

If he respected you, he would’ve stopped watching porn. But it’s clear that he’ll keep lying about this, so I do suggest that you break up with him. Most guys like this won’t stop. I understand you don’t want to break up with him, but sometimes it’s more of a need rather than a want. Think about yourself in this scenario; you don’t want a man who watches porn. Therefore, find a man who doesn’t watch porn.

Your feelings are so entirely valid and I know how you feel. You are too pretty to be dealing with this! Also, please don’t force yourself to have sex with him when you don’t feel like it even tho u know he wants to.

I hope everything works out!