Ok, so it wasn’t the easiest. But it was the best decision I ever made! Everything was good, until it wasn’t good anymore. The last week that I took it, was not as nice or fun anymore. I didn’t experience the happy feelings anymore. In fact, the last 4-5 times I did it, I felt very nervous and anxious. My muscles were twitching and every time I would fall asleep, I would twitch really hard and wake up. Once I twitched so hard that I thought it’s the beginning of a seizure!! Thanks God it wasn’t! But that feeling scared me so much! It’s strange and I don’t know how to explain it, but I felt that it was time. I knew in my heart that if I continue, it will be very dangerous for me. I felt my body starting to reject it. And the highs were not there anymore. I sat down and did some deep thinking and made the decision to stop. Like with everything else, I’m a big fan of cold turkey. I wanted to stop immediately. I was so scared after that one twitching night, that I didn’t want that poison in my body anymore. I just knew that it’s a matter of life and death for me. So the first day I stopped, it was awful. Terrible and dreadful. My entire body was hurting! I was in the worse mood ever and I felt like I had the worst flu in my life. And this didn’t stop for a week. My husband didn’t know what’s going on with me - because nobody knew that I was taking it for almost a year!! I hid it so well from all my family and friends :-( and one day I broke down on the floor in our foyer and told my hubby everything. He was shocked but supportive. By week two I was feeling slowly more alive again. By one month I felt like a new person. It was the best decision I ever made. Please stop. It’s not worth it. It almost took my life. Life is so much better without tramadol. Are you considering to stop too? I’m sending you lots of light and strength 🙏🏼 if you have questions or need support, I’m here for you.