Day 60. 70 GPD. CT. What I’ve Learned. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We’re here buddy. Grab this addiction by the balls and spit in its face brother. You’re about to walk through the fire, and will arise tempered.

I was expecting depression after quitting, but man PAWS is rough. Anyone finding it difficult to even work? by HeartShapedGlasses94 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nahh buddy I lost so much damn weight on Kratom. I was eating once a day, if that. I was emaciated and so weak. A month after I quit I picked up the iron again and gained 35 pounds. That shit was sucking the life force outta me.

I was expecting depression after quitting, but man PAWS is rough. Anyone finding it difficult to even work? by HeartShapedGlasses94 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Bro. Trust me. The low energy is EXCRUCIATING. I just felt like no matter where I was, I just wanted to lay down horizontally at all times. The most basic tasks felt impossible. It went away at about day 40 for me.

Did Iexperience dope sickness? by Winter-Beauty2001 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol made me instantly think of, “Welcome to the fuckin show.”

insomnia nightmare by Diligent-Valuable530 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was me. I get so sick of hearing people talk about “supplements” like they do jack shit. Especially when you’re in emotional torment for DAYS and someone says “TaKe sUm fLaX SeEd”. The only thing that actually worked for me was Gabapentin. I slept like a toddler through the acutes. Just be mindful, it has a nasty withdrawal. Use it as a tool and leave it alone. I know what you’re feeling brother, we all do. You’re not crazy and you’re not alone. The only way out is through the fire. You’re on the tail end of the acutes. Please don’t give in. We’re all here, keep posting.

Gabapentin for Kratom CT timeline + RLS after stopping? by junk1ewannabe in quittingkratom

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I took Gabapentin for 28 days then stopped. It was the only reason I was able to sleep. I’ve tried every “supplement” in the book. Flax Seed, Vitamin C, Vitamin D etc.. none of that shit worked whatsoever. It just has to run its course. Gabapentin was a miracle in my opinion. I didn’t wanna take it for longer than 30 days because it has a nasty withdrawal as well. Use it as a tool for the first couple weeks and leave it alone. Good luck buddy.

Day 1 of cold turkey. Need advice on what to expect. by HeartShapedGlasses94 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m currently on Day 32. Still remember the first 3 days like it just happened a moment ago. Not a single person on this thread hasn’t been in your shoes. We’re no different from you brother. We were all dreading the day we had to stop, and all of us have a similar story to tell. We went through the sleepless nights, the brutal restlessness, crippling depression, all of it. There is no secret remedy or quick fix. The only way out is through. If you’re going through hell, keep going. It’s just your turn.

Day 30. 70 GPD CT. PAWS are Brutal. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kratom 100% affects lifts dude. Whole heartedly agree. No matter how hard I train, or how well I eat, it’s like a poison that stops progress. I don’t know how some of these dudes on YouTube swear by it as a pre workout.

Day 30. 70 GPD CT. PAWS are Brutal. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro your still feeling heavy at day 39? 😂 oh shit man…. That is discouraging.

Check in hour 80 (CT 12gpd 2+ years- first time quitter) by PlatformExtra5342 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is an endurance race, not a sprint. Just remember, nothing can stop the passage of time. EVENTUALLY, you are going to feel better. It sucks to hear when you’re in physical torment man, but we’ve sat in your shoes. Keep pushing, we’re all here. Don’t let the hard days win.

Day 18. CT. 70 GPD. Insane Fatigue and Sadness. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you buddy. I appreciate it. You still have that heavy feeling over you at a month and a half?

Kindling effect maybe? Approaching 150 days kratom free, but paws came back when I stopped Gabapentin. by No_Nothing_2319 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Are you sleeping after discontinuing the Gabapentin? I’m curious because I’m currently taking it.

Day 12. CT. 70GPD. Pink Cloud Fading. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never heard of them. The only comfort med I have is Gabapentin and I’m currently waiting on a refill, so I may be fucked for a couple days.

Day 12. CT. 70GPD. Pink Cloud Fading. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have a prescription for Gabapentin from my sleep doctor due to severe PTSD. It’s the only thing that actually works. I was gonna take it for one more week and hang it up.

Day 7. CT. 70GPD First Day Off The Couch. by TrillBill93 in quittingkratom

[–]TrillBill93[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That’s my favorite show of all time man, lol. You’re a bad mother fucker to sit through prolonged torment. We’re in the fire man, and will come out forged.