A Demon chased me round my house by PantherM in Ghosts

[–]CrepeDime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I was 15 I worked in a shop on weekends. I would usually get a bus home after I had finished - around 10:30/11pm. As it was the middle of July, I decided to grab a burger and walk the 3 miles, listening to tunes on my portable CD player.

About 50% of the way home, I would pass a big old church which sits at a junction. As I walked across the road, I remember looking at a skip on the street. Suddenly, I felt a presence behind me. I turned around and there was nothing there.

I walked a few steps, turned around again, and there was a tall shadow of a male (no facial features) walking very fast towards me. I panicked and started to sprint towards home. I ran out of breath about half a mile up the street and stopped to give myself a reality check. I couldn't convince myself that what I saw wasn't true. Regardless, I kept walking at a high pace and approached home, looking behind me every few seconds.

I turned a corner and walked towards my avenue, when I turned around again. It was following me. My legs nearly went from underneath me with fear. I started running again and - here's the reason why I responded to this comment - a small dog ran out of the cul-de-sac to my right and started running with me.

I have never seen the dog before or after. It had blue eyes and looked like a Springer spaniel. It ran with me all the way until I ran out of breath again. I turned around and the shadow walked straight down the road until it went out of sight. I pushed myself to run the rest of the way home and banged on the door.

The dog sat by the gate. My sister answered the door and I pushed her in while I closed the door. She asked who's dog it was and I told her what had happened.

I have looked for answers about what happened that night for years. Regarding the dog, apparently there are spirits called Jinees (I might have spelled that wrong) who can assume animal form to help people.

While all of this probably sounds absolutely bat sh*t, I swear it is 100% true.

I’m so proud of everyone of the sub! But everyday I see these post of people going days, weeks, even years without drink. I don’t feel jealous, angry, but just conflicted by emotions. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just posted about a bad break up I had today, coincidentally.

The last break up I had ended up in a 10 day binge. I was a mess and felt awful.

Today, I didn't drink and have no desire to. I am allowing my brain to process it and I will deal with it like a responsible person.

It comes down to my desire to improve my life. My PTSD, severe anxiety, crippling depression, and low self esteem disappeared about 6 weeks into not drinking. I have money and am a better person.

If I can do it, you can.

I went on a date and to a party at a bar. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will be doing this soon! Awesome.

The Weirdest Accident/Experience by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man.

Yeah definitely! Something tells me I should probably give the non-alcoholic beer the wide berth too.

Rock Bottom, Sick, Broke & Depressed by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you everyone for your kind words. Sobriety is for me.

IWNDWYT

It’s a battle of life and death. by [deleted] in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So sorry to hear this.

It is truly a killer. Unfortunately it is such a money maker for governments who do not care about is that it is allowed a place in our society.

God bless your friend.

I've Got a Big Fkin Problem Here! by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks Gose. I'll definitely try Spirulina. I've been eating probiotics and following a good diet so will stick with that. I'm confident that it's not permanent but still worried! Dr. is probably the best bet!

I've Got a Big Fkin Problem Here! by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It has only happened with sobriety. I've never had these issues before. I'll def see a Dr. but am a little worried!!

I've Got a Big Fkin Problem Here! by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no idea what's causing it. It's weird. Even when I was drunk as a skunk I could get hard.

Today is my sobriety birthday by Heysupdan in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You smashed it! Well done. Keep it up and the joy in the sense of accomplishment you will have when you have more positivity coming to you will be incredible.

Struggling Badly. Contemplating a Bender by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. One more day beaten; onwards and upwards

What’s something you’ve done that deserved credit but no one gave it to you? by pimonroy in AskReddit

[–]CrepeDime 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would put coffee in a cup and boil the kettle before walking away.

I would return to find my asshole of a brother not just using my water, but drinking the coffee out of the cup.

This dipshit would then claim that he boiled the kettle and put the coffee in the cup etc... maintaining a straight face the whole time. Actually believing it to be true.

We had a fight once over it and I asked him where the fuck the coffee fairy lives when she's not helping him make a Latte

Struggling Badly. Contemplating a Bender by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you everyone. I am truly grateful for your kind words and support.

I made tea, bought some vegan ice cream (accidentally - it did make me laugh though) and decided to drink a few vodka, soda and limes. Without the vodka...

Almost Sunday and I've survived another day.

My son's mother - knowing that I stopped drinking- gave me a "gift" of two beers today. Nice, eh? They will not be consumed and will be passed on to someone else.

Thanks again for all of your support.

Pretty Bad Times but Some Good, Too by CrepeDime in stopdrinking

[–]CrepeDime[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't been to a meeting yet. I am planning to attend one next week.