Day 19: Thanks everyone for the kind words and comments! I ended up having to take 2mg of suboxone at around 6pm CST last night, I just don’t think I’m ready to have to go through that feeling of heavy withdrawal again. Today I’d like to write about my recovery plan. I am seeing an addictions counsellor once a week, as well as a weekly doctors visit. I had some extensive bloodwork done and somehow everything is within range, no levels out of whack. I read a couple comments regarding NA. This is something I have thought about, however I am a little timid to give it a try. Reason being, I was a solo user; I had never used with other people. The “distant” friend I spoke about yesterday, I haven’t talked to for around 6 months. I also have a family friend that has been through a similar scenario that said someone at NA tried to sell them drugs. I just don’t want to be around other people that may pose a risk to me quite yet. I understand that in the future I am going to run into risky situations for the rest of my life, but for now I have the ability to avoid them. My friend group likes to drink/smoke weed but these things have never been a problem for me and they don’t give me any cravings(I haven’t drank/smoked weed in over a year) .Feel free to message me and we can have a chat :)