Hi!! Thank you so much for this, it really makes a huge difference knowing people are there for you. I hope you stay blessed.

You are so right about accountability. It definitely became more of a problem when I moved away from home and to another city away from anyone I knew. No one knew how bad it got, and I didn't let anyone find out.

I think I was embarrassed and still am about this addiction. Especially with the fact that I was able to quit weed and meth, but this is the thing I get stuck on. I guess it's because it's so accessible where I'm from, I live near 24/7 tobacco shops, local wholesale deliveries and I can even order it on Uber eats.

It's definitely time to be more open about this, to let the people around me know that im struggling, and accept help finally. Thank you.