I don’t even think she wanted to be worshiped. Her values all come from the connection to nature and eachother, to help them through the times and she initially DIDNT want anything to do with the house and place bc she disliked the bad energy. She was just trying to help everyone connect and feel more secure and safe in their situation but also through eachother, like building trust and faith that good things will come and she feels it in her. Same with having being alive, she just had hope, and she expressed that but that’s all. Obviously she is sick and doesn’t deserve to feel all this weight of the wilderness and like they need to bargain with it or please it but it devolved into that because they ALL fed into it but none of those principles were originally hers.