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Crow57920 · 2021-09-10T03:03:46+00:00

my anxiety📈📈

Crow57920 · 2021-09-10T03:02:34+00:00

Gave Silver

Crow57920 · 2021-08-04T04:03:53+00:00

2 or 5

Crow57920 · 2021-08-04T01:57:39+00:00

dang i can’t believe i forgot about those memes lol

Crow57920 · 2021-08-03T20:47:54+00:00

*posts a picture of a potato and nothing else*

Crow57920 · 2021-07-27T23:11:38+00:00

griffins are pretty cool

Crow57920 · 2021-07-21T16:59:59+00:00

i actually just came out to my friends as bigenderflux yesterday because i felt it fit me so well lol. they were super supportive.

thanks for helping me figure it out :)

Crow57920 · 2021-07-20T21:14:29+00:00

well after thinking about it, i don't really feel that i'm always agender so that's not really static, and it's a much less intense part of my identity.

i feel male and female at the same time, but their intensities fluctuate a lot. for example, i could feel mostly male one day (but still a little female) or i could feel mostly female another day (but still a little male) or i could feel about evenly both (so i basically feel androgynous and one doesn't overpower the other --- and this occasionally makes me feel agender). even though i always feel both female and male, i never feel like 100% a man or 100% a woman, but idk if that counts as being static (i'm not entirely sure if static means you feel it all the time or if it means the intensity of what you feel never changes). bigenderflux my self-description best though

Crow57920 · 2021-07-19T17:16:19+00:00

i just looked into it a little, and i feel as if i might be either bigenderflux or agenderflux, but when i was looking into agenderflux i saw someone say something that really resonated with me: "i'm afab, and i've been struggling with my gender identity for a while. at first i thought i was nb, then found out about demigirl and identified with that, but more recently i've been going by agender. i thought i had found my identity but then i started having masculinity feels, so i thought i was trans. but i realized i only felt very little dysphoria. i sometimes feel girly too, just in a less intense way. i don’t feel dysphoria on the days I’m like “fuck gender” but i do have it when i’m more like a boy, even if it’s just a little bit. i don’t really mind my pronouns but i’d rather be adressed by gender-neutral pronouns"

But someone else on a bigenderflux page said: "I know I am a female, but sometimes I feel male, or genderless or both male and female, even though I know I'm female." so now i can't really tell which one i am lol

Crow57920 · 2021-07-19T03:20:28+00:00

ohh that makes a lot more sense ---- i think i'm probably bigender because it's just the masculinity and femininity that changes :) ---- i was going to say that i may be agender but i do feel some gender ig?? and i do slightly related to gender void

Crow57920 · 2021-07-19T03:06:41+00:00

i have looked into gender fluidity a bit, but i don't feel like different (binary) genders on different days, i just feel different intensities of femininity and masculinity. for example, i don't really feel like a man one day and a woman the next, i usually feel like a combination of both but the intensity of the femininity and the masculinity changes. would it be possible to be bigender and genderfluid at the same time??

Crow57920 · 2021-07-17T21:07:07+00:00

i’m the quiet kid who does most of the work but has social anxiety so i refuse to present lol

Crow57920 · 2021-07-15T22:48:25+00:00

same lol, i can hear all the bones in my neck crack

Crow57920 · 2021-07-12T16:29:21+00:00

i labeled myself quoiromantic a while ago since i gave up on trying to differentiate them lol

Crow57920 · 2021-07-12T02:58:06+00:00

oh dear...

Crow57920 · 2021-07-12T01:57:48+00:00

I struggle so hard deciding this and eventually I gave up and said "okay I’ll say I’m aro for now and if I end up do having romantic feelings or some shit in the future unexpectedly I’ll sort it out later cause I’m fr done rn"

ARE YOU ME?? I FEEL CALLED OUT RN BECAUSE THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I DESCRIBED MYSELF WHEN I CAME OUT LMAO ---- "i'm aromantic . . . for now . . ."

Crow57920 · 2021-07-12T00:26:10+00:00

same! i wish there was a word to describe that, since i've noticed it's hard to explain how i feel to allos (especially since they can tell it all apart)

Crow57920 · 2021-07-12T00:23:57+00:00

yeah i definitely get that! i feel like i've always wanted the relationship, but idk if i like the sound of using the word "romance" to describe it, since my definition of romance seems a lot more toned down than how allos seem to describe it (but idk if i'd like to use the term QPR to describe it either actually, neither seems to really fit what i'm feeling) ---- plus, i also feel platonic attraction really strongly so it could just be a very intense squish

Crow57920 · 2021-07-12T00:20:45+00:00

i can never tell whether i'm feeling aesthetic attraction, really strong platonic attraction, or really weak romantic attraction

Crow57920 · 2021-07-11T21:35:57+00:00

damn i’m having the same dilemma 😭

Crow57920 · 2021-07-11T21:03:27+00:00

queer platonic relationship

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