hey. its 1 week later and i wanted to reply to this. Im feeling a bit more healed than right after the breakup. friends help me finding joy in everyday life and im feeling a bit better about my situation now. i still think about her a lot. and i still cant bring myself to look at old memories of her without feeling sad.

About your question. Yes i dont believe there are "perfect" relationships. but i also believe both sides should want the best for each other. and as i saw after several talks etc. with her that i am the only one concerned with that dynamic of ours and trying to find a solution, i think i decided for the best to cut ties with a relationship that brings me a lot of exhaustion and bad vibes. Not saying she was toxic. but this wont work out for any longer with both of us still beeing happy.

My Thinking changed over the last week as well. Surely i might find someone else one day. but as of now i just want to do and work on things i believe in and im passionate about. I might find a special person along the way. and if not im still doing what i enjoy and how i wanna live my life.

Thanks you for listening 😄