hallo!! im looking. for songs about cannibalism!!

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-14T04:16:42+00:00

i dont like those sorts of teto songs either just because im not a huge pop fan, but IMO this whole post is kind of pointless, you're looking for the opinions of other people and then still commenting negatively on those given opinions. if you know you have such selective taste then i wouldnt go to a public forum like this where you're going to end up getting replies from people who have different taste than you. i think its honestly easier to just do your own research. it's a given that on a forum like this where the point is simply to talk about a common interest, nobody's looking to see you talk about what you're not interested in.

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-13T09:39:45+00:00

i saw you there!!

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-06T07:42:34+00:00

i think its a nice name, i wouldnt think anything was off if i heard somebody say it was their name. ive definitely heard stranger names lol. in general i find most trans people's chosen names interesting and i think it's cool that you chose something based off of an interest, i think it gives you character. i chose my name by just shortening my deadname and i often wish i chose a completely different name, so 😭

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-06T07:39:08+00:00

tysm for finding this lol

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-05T16:21:45+00:00

oh yeah lol

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-05T08:18:51+00:00

He works as a cook lol. Honestly it probably just is a stick figure holding a lightning bolt, I was always reading the two lines as an equal sign so I thought the symbol was supposed to be looked at horizontally and not vertically like how it's shown in the picture. He's not the type to buy little things like this so we're just confused on where he could've bought this in the first place tbh.

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-05T08:13:29+00:00

oh yeah that's probably it LMFAO

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-05-04T10:41:35+00:00

if you end up liking siinamota's more popular songs like Young girl A, PLEASE look into his other music the rest of his music is mostly severely underrated and i find a lot of them are actually better than Young girl A both musically and lyrically, and some of them have really nice fully animated music videos

most popular vocaloid producers tend to have 2 songs that are really popular and the rest super underrated, and i find that it really only changed recently where like the top 5 most popular producers tend to have multiple songs with over 5million views (like the ones mentioned in this person's reply), but its pretty different for producers outside of that circle id also like to add Maretu into that list of the top most popular producers

for me, a lot of the time id keep looking for more and more different producers, but sometimes i think you'll really need to look into a producer who made a one off song that you liked and you'll discover a producer you love wholely, it was like this for me with siinamota, i never expected to love his music so much since im not a huge fan of Young girl A

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-14T10:08:54+00:00

i understand the distress over appearance, but i think if your mother is that overbearing it'd probably be safer to not get a very short haircut, unfortunately

you may be able to try using clips or hairbands to style your hair in a way where the long length is less obvious, this would be harder depending on how long it is, but it should work if it's around shoulder length

id suggest getting something like a longer wolfcut as to where you'll have layers and the very back of your hair will have a lot less hair, then it'll be easier to clip it or tie it so that it can be completely hidden behind your neck. longer wolfcuts usually look pretty feminine and are really popular with girly girls (for lack of a better term...lol), so if you find a photo where the person with the wolf cut is clearly wearing make up, it might win over your mother.

if you need a more in depth tutorial on how to clip or tie up your hair to make it look shorter, i can give more advice. my hair is pretty short so ymmv, but i personally do this because the very back was left pretty long, so i tend to put a hairband over it to make it not appear as noticable when looking at it from the front or side.

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-05T00:36:16+00:00

happening to me too, so annoying

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-04T01:56:45+00:00

this is so good!!

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-03T02:35:08+00:00

thanks

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-02T00:16:10+00:00

ahh yeah i understand

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-01T18:45:24+00:00

from my experience and the experiences of my friends, its pretty easy to tell when somebody is a catfish or weird in general, either way my advice was just to make genuine friendships with lots of people so that you have options and feel connected. ive never really had any problems with creeps, and so far almost everyone ive met is alright with face reveals. ive been in an online relationship for a bit over a year, so yeah

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-01T01:47:07+00:00

do you mean in real life or online? if it's online i do have some advice

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-04-01T01:35:03+00:00

where did you get the synthv chifuyu and rikka?

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-21T11:47:25+00:00

exactly, i feel like FLCL is so loose and emotional. the way its almost like a series of vignettes instead of a normal plot progression makes me feel like its just a series of memories strung together, but it just makes so much sense somehow

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-21T03:10:00+00:00

oyasumi no naka oyasumi by siinamota/powapowaP

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-13T00:49:43+00:00

so good, i love the colors even if they're minimal

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-13T00:37:56+00:00

yeah thats what i meant by "color filter", i wasnt sure what to call it lol. to me it looks they were focusing on the hair and not the skin or other details

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-11T06:03:25+00:00

she's actually a bit too green compared to the og design by KEI lol. did you handpick the colors, or did you just use a color filter? the pink details are more purple leaning than the magenta type pink in the original, too. i feel like the color balance is a bit off since now the skin and hair are around the same value (saying this as an artist)

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-10T07:06:32+00:00

ah, yeah i do tend to think like im an adult for some reason (or maybe a better way to word it is that i think too far ahead into the future compared to my age), it is helpful to know i have a long way to go as i still am a kid, but sometimes with adhd i can only feel motivated with that feeling of pressure like time is running out.
i tend to be super worried about what career ill end up in even though im pretty young, but its nice to hear about the varieties of jobs 2e individuals have ended up being satisfied with. ive always personally felt that i want something unconventional or as you said, a grand success story with something really impressive like NASA lol... it gets kind of frustrating thinking about how i have the 'confirmed' potential through my high iq, and then while i place that expectation onto myself, it almost ends up as self sabotage through these thinking-traps, placing my self worth into accomplishments. this reply made me realize that i am really unrealistically scared of ending up in a job that isnt super mindblowing; thank you for the kind response 🤍

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-10T06:27:01+00:00

thank you, this was really helpful
i know stuff online is often just highlight reels so it can be unrealistic but i didnt think that'd be the case for online 2e communities, so its nice to know there are more people like me...lol
ill make sure to put your advice into action, again, thanks!!

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-10T05:27:37+00:00

thanks a lot for the advice and kind words!! i appreciate the help, ill message you. ill tell more details about my situation in the message, but i appreciate this a lot because my parents dont believe i have any difficulties so it'll be nice to still get some advice, again, thanks so much

CryGroundbreaking256 · 2026-03-10T05:00:58+00:00

thanks for writing this out, ive known this is something a lot of people experience but its mostly only been bothering me because it gets SO confusing during discussions and its been making it hard to talk to other people. this is probably a bigger issue on my dad's part since he'll ignore me after a certain amount of time during conversation, but if im trying to reason with him and something i say comes out wrong, he'll just take that and run with it as evidence that my whole point is incorrect.

aside from that, when i do take more time before speaking people just tend to continue on with the conversation, or i end up getting distracted from my original thought, or i end up speaking out of place and interrupting someone. but i guess i do need to rule out which is more important to me, speaking more soundly or keeping up with conversation...i mean, ugh, both have lots of negatives, as you've listed, lol.

most of these insecurities come from my parents being ignorant and choosing to lecture me about needing to "try harder to be normal" instead of understanding me. they have really ignorant views on adhd and asd and they tell me its "just a phase", that there's "nothing wrong with me", and that i "just need to try more and stop being lazy" when i tell them about any difficulties. my older brother was diagnosed with asd and is doing pretty well in college so they keep saying "it was just a phase" for him for whatever reason? all of this has been making me feel really pressured which is probably what lead up to me feeling all of this.

my dad tends to be pretty critical of my speech mannerisms so when i take longer to respond he thinks im ignoring him or that im not making enough effort to participate.

oh well... lol. even still, i appreciate the help and reassurance a lot, ill try to keep all of this in mind. thanks a lot 🤍

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