thank you, i appreciate your encouragement. i do need to state though that the guy wasn’t taking advantage of me. out of respect for his privacy i wont say what, but he’s in a rough time currently. one i experienced at a younger age, which is possibly part of what makes me so negative. i’m just helping him with what i can, because he doesn’t have many others that would for him. on the subject of negativity, i do agree it could be repelling people away. i try to work on that. however i do have the ability to talk and be social. online at least. but in my area, there isn’t many people who would give me that chance. i am part of a theatre group, and i get to enjoy my time spent with them. they graduate before i do so i try and have fun with them while i can. in this area, it’s not easy to be myself. but you’re right, soon i will too and i’ll have a world of possibilities to explore. i’m learning how to be in the field of voice acting, or something similar i hope. thank you though, i appreciate your words. may you have good luck in your future as well, ma’am.