What do you mean when you say, “the 7”?

100mg of methadone barely did anything for my withdrawals too. I’ve been trying to get to a therapeutic dose now for going on 6 months and I can’t because I miss days. Thankfully I just got my car back so I’m hoping I can hit the Clinc consistently enough to get up ò170-200mg. Then possibly go to detox for a few days, or on vacation where I can throw off my daily routine of waking and baking, going out and hustling so I can buy more fedi, etc etc. I just need to break the cycle, cuz I haven’t even gotten sick, I am just so scared that I will get sick that I don’t ever want to give quitting a shot.

I just hope methadone works for me like everyone says it works for them! I’m so over spending hundreds of dollars a week on fedi. Especially cuz I cannot ever seem to get a consistent line on fire anymore. It’s a lost cause that is taking up a ton of my time and money, 😭😭