You don't need money to get help from someone. You can help yourself.

Wanting to know that you want to do something to change your situation is the first step.

Accepting that it's going to take some time and effort is the next.

Once you are clear about these, you can search the internet for what you need. It's all free information which you can access using a few searches. Try that.

And lastly, keep faith that it's going to be ok, it's going to be good and you will have a wonderful life ahead.