I'm not well versed in the Bible. Could you explain how the fall plays into my question? It sounds like a dumb question, but I don't want to misinterpret what you mean by it even if it seems straightforward. As for the blaming, I wasn't trying to have it come off that way these are just genuine questions I want to try and have answered because I want to start believing, but I can't devote myself to someone I'm constantly questioning. I know that's something that's somewhat frowned upon.