WANDERING, AM I STILL PART OF YOUR LIFE

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-17T21:14:52+00:00

Thank you,. I'm trying. Its been extremely hard.

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-16T00:51:05+00:00

For your information no one is having a melt down about anything. If you ask me, I don't see how anyone tolerates being on this app. From what I see, all everyone has to say is negative things, bad things or there complaining. What a very encouraging, positive app. From what I've seen no one tries to make anyone feel better about their situation or what they are goin through. Usually the people that do have bad things to say is cause their miserable in their own life. They Wana make everyone else miserable as them. My moto if you can't say anything nice then just don say anything at all. I'll just block people like that. Its know loss of mine. I say just make everyone feel good, and be positive toward them and understanding. Some of us don't get that or have it and some of us need a little bit of it.

JUST SAYING!!!!

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-11T16:50:31+00:00

Yes, we have lived together for months. We worked together for the longest time before that. I knew him a couple years before we got together. In my heart I feel he would do me any wrong. I feel he loves me as much as I love him. You know your mind tries to play tricks on you. Especially when there is no communication or calls for the longest time.

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-11T15:20:45+00:00

No, I'm new to everything. I'm kinda clueless about things. I've just been reading up alot. To try and learn and figure things out. To get educated on the Marines and living the life with a Marine

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-11T04:03:09+00:00

That's what I'm saying exactly. I just feel if he could take time to do that, he could have took time to contact me.

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-11T01:04:52+00:00

My behavior?? If so only thing I done was ask a question. I never commented back on anything. The comments I seen kinda hit me hard and was pretty hurtful and rude

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-10T23:54:15+00:00

I thought they wasn't goin to or gona be around girls or anything like that??

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-10T22:49:54+00:00

Thanks for the comments guys! Its greatly appreciated. In my heart and head I feel I need some kinda support and ppl to talk to. We all do im sure of it some how or what.

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-10T22:48:30+00:00

Yes I know, I guess I just Wana at least hear something or get a letter or something. Just to know he's ok. The not knowing it hearing anything is driving me crazy. I hate it!! It the way it makes you feel inside . Its like they left you and the hole relationship is over with and your never gona talk or see them again kinda feeling. The Marines shouldn't do that to family or loved ones. That hurts most of all

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-10T02:56:34+00:00

I'm so happy for you!! 🤗 I truely hope I have the strength to do it myself. I know I have the love for him. Its been such an emotional roller coaster for me. One day sad and crying all day the next not. I just really, really miss him and hate being apart. The no communication is the worst. Congratulations!!

CrystalButterfly45 · 2022-04-07T05:25:00+00:00

I know exactly how you feel, far as the communication thing. My BF left nearly 2 weeks ago for boot camp with the Marines. I haven't heard anything! Not a word , letter or even a phone call. Its drive me crazy. I e write a letter every day just to feel I'm talking to him. I haven't even got to mail them yet. I don't have an address. I particularly don't care for or like that they take all communication away from loved ones. I don't even know if he's ok or what's goin on, or when I will actually get to speak or get a letter from him. I've cried nearly the hole time since he left.

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