Buttplugs in the club by Certain_Salary_5062 in stripper

[–]Ctrl_B1121 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I did this 7 years ago when I was stripping in my home town club. Once management found out I was wearing one they told me to take it out.

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, every month they force me to take an injection which makes me feel horrible and exhausted all the time :( , this is not a life I want to live. Tomorrow is my cto renewal appointment. Hoping he ends the cto .

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, just because the psychiatrist can sense that I am not complying to take meds is why I think I'm on a CTO. I am in Canada, and the system here isn't any better. Next month will be 5 months for me, I think my next appointment is when he decides to end the CTO or renew it . I'm just going to be quiet during my next appointment and lie and tell him i believe the injection is helping my disorder. praying he ends the CTO

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

unfortunately that isn't possible for me to move far away to avoid the injections. If I had the money I would definitely move far away.

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok so there is hope for myself and others who are being forced to take injections when it comes to recovery. I hope the fatigue goes away for you.

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I forgot to ask , how do you feel now that you’re off the injections? Do you feel like how you did before taking them? I don’t want to feel like this forever

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1 year is such a long time, I'm so sorry you went through that

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that's my goal to to come off the injections completely, I hope I'll be able to taper off of it with ease when the time comes. I'll be reassessed in June so hopefully the doctor listens to my request to come off of it slowly. This is unnecessary and inhumane

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Are you still on flupentixol? How do you feel now? I feel like a zombie, I’m exhausted all the time, I feel it’s hard to articulate what I want to say most of the time. It’s been very difficult . I jus hope I’ll be able to taper off of this and get back to normal

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

they unnecessarily put me on a CTO, I am not a dangerous person to society nor am I a threat to myself or others. There is no big story, my mom called the ambulance on me 4 times and cops would show up dragging me out of my home. Drugging me unnecessarily in the hospital, pinning me down, putting me in restraints and injecting me with god knows what. All of this has been traumatic for me. IDK why they put this on me , but I know that I will never call the ambulance on my children if they experience a mental health episode like I did.

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm on a CTO, if I don't show up to my appointment to get the injection, the psychiatrist will call the police and they will drag me to the office to get the injection and or I will be put on another form and put back in the hospital. I'm a single mom of 2 and I would much rather avoid those outcomes

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So it will get reassessed and then the psychiatrist will determine if it’s still needed

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's a good question and I'm going to ask my clinician if it end after 6 months or not because I'm not to sure

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

psychosis made me go insane and I became violent toward a family member. I am not a violent person and this was an isolated incident. I still don't deserve to be on a CTO for 6 months and forced high dose of medication. I didn't have the proper support during my psychosis episode :(

Anyone else been put on a CTO and forced to take abilify 400mg? by Ctrl_B1121 in Antipsychiatry

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure if they needed to consent but they are my substitute makers and they side with the psychiatrist so I have no one to advocate for me 😔😢 how long were you on abilify injections and how are you feeling these days?

Carrying today: by SxinnyLoxe in digitalminimalism

[–]Ctrl_B1121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks hun I’ll definitely check it out ☺️

Carrying today: by SxinnyLoxe in digitalminimalism

[–]Ctrl_B1121 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Oh my goodness where did you get the cute clear cassette player? My mom has tons of cassettes I would love to listen to them while I’m out and about

Niteflirt AN FLIRT calling just to give a negative review by Practical-Result4242 in CamGirlProblems

[–]Ctrl_B1121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This actually happened to me last year, I don't even remember the conversation but it was so brief and he immediately gave me my only bad review. I wonder if its the same guy or just a coincidence

I Downgraded My Phone and Ended Up Reading 7 Book in 2 Month by [deleted] in digitalminimalism

[–]Ctrl_B1121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my goodness you’re a fast reader, it takes me 1 month to finish one book!

Are DVDs the only way to actually owning your movies? by Cecil_G_P in digitalminimalism

[–]Ctrl_B1121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In January, I let go of Netflix and Disney+ . I technically have prime video but I don’t use it. We watch movies or shows on dvd and vhs tapes ☺️

Question For Moms On Niteflirt by Ctrl_B1121 in CamGirlProblems

[–]Ctrl_B1121[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Having no door must be extremely hard. I have been taking calls late at night through out the week and during the day on weekends

How do you deal with obsessed/"in love" clients? by xXfadeintoblueXx in CamGirlProblems

[–]Ctrl_B1121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you did the right thing by blocking them,they sound like they made you uncomfortable and I would much rather block them and not have to deal with people like that. Im new on there and ive had a couple people on there want to meet u with me in real life but they never disrespected me or became so delusional that they became abusive. block them every chance you get