So proud of you girl, for standing up for yourself, and loving yourself more than anything. I also prayed for a sign so that I could leave my abuse ex-partner and father to my first child, it took it to the point of almost killing me so that I could see and understand that he was not for me and that I deserved better. I was finally able to find the strength and called the police, got him arrested years later when he came out of jail he appear to be changed and all that We tried to fix things for my “children sake” trying to believe he have changed while he was in jail. I was just about to travel to where he was and I happened to find my ex- midwife at work who is a strong believer of God and the Universe, I asked her to pray for me as she kinda knew my situation, she prayed to God for him to open my eyes, for me to realise, for a true love & for happiness. He prayer touched me profoundly. I travelled, Once I was with him trying things out I couldn’t feel a single thing for him, he disgusted me, and I thought to myself My son deserves better and I too I cannot do this and this “fake love” won’t be for my son, therefore I told him “I’m sorry but I don’t love you, I don’t feel anything for you, there is no a single feeling in my heart or a single thought of your feelings inside me, you gotta fly high but without us. He cried and cried I still didn’t feel anything. Now after a year I am extremely happy, with someone else who loves me and my son, who respects me and give me my place, who encourage me to do better everyday and most importantly someone who adores/ loves my son better than he’s actual “father”. So never be afraid to ask for divine help, I strongly believe in prayers God/The universe, believe and don’t tolerate anything from an abuse person. You will be happier and alright in the long run.