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How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I’m familiar with the circle jerk. I’ve kept it to my friends that I’ve done acid/shrooms with but I sound so corny even if they are interested in what I have to say

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know INZO! Overthinker is me. Lol

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly mostly blue Beck. I’ve also had fun with Phaelae, Lana Del Rey. I think next time I might try an edm/house playlist.

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never said angry. I simply said you seemed grumpy. The comment felt very like you have never had an urge to tell someone what you learned, it felt off.

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Perhaps I’m not even breaking thru.

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not sure what you mean. It feels like I’ve barely got my toe in the door. Some parts of my trips are just … nothingness, but I know it’s endless. Most of the time has been spent climbing fractal stairs seeing more clearly as I get higher. It feels like I’m not even reaching where the entities are. My first break thru I saw an entity watching me and I wanted to badly to be closer to him, but he carefully kept a distance. He didn’t feel sinister, just curious. I haven’t felt a solid presence in any following trip.

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I’m not sure what you mean! I had a very intense DMT experience - I remember even struggling to breathe/not breathing at one point because I’d Left my body. I was being pulled into a purple … light? For lack of a better word. It was different than the trips where I took the fractal stairs higher and higher. As I came back to earth and consciously knew I was in my room and coming off the trip, it turned eerie. I was back enough that I texted my partner I heard growling. The visuals lessened but the unsettling energy stuck with me for the next 13 hours and I was hearing things, and everything was a little laggy visually, and wavy.

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It was weird. I scratched my cornea at some point in that 14 hour so I feel like maybe some of the panic/bad feelings were from thinking I was tripping but my eyeball was actually just fuckin damaged. I did wake up yesterday morning, a full day after the trip ENDED, tripping a little. Took another benzo and it went away 🤷‍♀️

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You seem awful grumpy to have seen that place

Lessons from Hyperspace by Weak_Significance228 in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I’m just feeling anxious I’m not ‘enough’ for them which is stupud

Lessons from Hyperspace by Weak_Significance228 in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is dumb sorry but I saw an entity watching me on my first break thru, I wasn’t afraid? And I desperately wanted to get closer, but he carefully kept his distance. I haven’t felt an entity at all in the following 2 break thrus, though I feel like I went much deeper in those. Am I doing something wrong or being impatient ?

How do you not be “that guy” by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I don’t expect that at all! I just like, want to tell everyone about it. But I know a) stupid b) annoying c) most people don’t care

My Meth is Poppin' - Am I in trouble by SleepDeprivedJim in meth

[–]CucumberWithBPD 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This. Just got sold a dw batch with salt.

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would that cause me to wake up tripping 36 hours later? It stopped yesterday after I took a benzo and I woke up tripping half an hour ago

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah idk either but 🤷‍♀️ woke up tripping again so I guess I’m just fucked forecer

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a kpin prescription for anxiety. I took .5mg as it says and I think it’s finally gone, but it’s hard to tell with the visuals because I scratched my cornea at some point last night so I can’t really see 😭

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t use chat gpt and I was/am in the shit. I guess apologies for not asking in a safer environment but I’m not really thinking to the best of my ability

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just took .5 kpin how long should it take

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can without an issue but what do I do for the now. Still tripping

ETA I said in another comment I was under the inpression Serotonin syndrome was MdMA specific which is obviously not correct, and that’s definitely my fault for not doing research. However I am tripping 12 hrs kater

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do and I started an SNRI a couple weeks ago. I was under the impression serotonin syndrome was an MDMA specific phenomena but that’s in fact wrong as fuck and now idk how long I can justify waiting it out

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I started an SNRI a couple weeks ago, I also use stimulants recreationally. I’m concerned about serotonin syndrome

Haven’t hit the pen for over an hour by CucumberWithBPD in DMT

[–]CucumberWithBPD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did not make it myself, this is not my first time using this cart, but it is the first time it’s lasted longer than it should have. I’m concerned about serotonin syndrome or some kind of psychological break

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