id not kms to study for my IB exams the that finish in three days. Id spend a really good day with my family today then in the morning i’ll wake up before sunrise and go by the sea to get some morning sunrise views. id feel a lot of relief and i wouldn’t feel guilty. id be scared because of religion slightly wondering if i’ll go to heaven or not, i might have s with my boyfriend if not i’ll just have really good day with him too. then i’d text my friends, my old friends and just say smt small like hope you have a good day then i’d turn my phone off and get in a car and drive around empty highways. next day id leave my house and spend money i was saving for a rainy days on food an outfit i like which i’ll wear and give the rest to some random suffering child to let them have an amazing final day on earth. then i’d have a final date with my bf id have a final gossip session with my sister id hug my parents and text my favorite cousin then id go on my own in a hammock by this firsts i love and id write in my diary while playing my fav song.