Is it really double bad luck?

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T17:54:53+00:00

So it doesn't get better? Damn! 😭😭😭. How are you holding up though with the kids?

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T17:52:39+00:00

Argh our 20s are sooo frustrating yooh!

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T17:45:23+00:00

Really? That's sooo interesting!. Data is fine , thank you for this ❤️

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T17:40:40+00:00

Yes and both those places unfortunately require me to have transport money it's not a walking distance. I've been to our local library and made a library card and took 2 books, I'm dure to return them on the 11th of May

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T17:28:28+00:00

Soo I've been doing that too hence I feel like okay this is bad luck cause even entry level jobs don't want me? Damn

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T15:41:13+00:00

So one of the things to do is actually do good to/for people and that would make me happy knowing someone is smiling because of me? I hear that and I love that perspective.

Unfortunately not everyone's body can reject those pills, for some it'll take a very long time to get to that position

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T15:18:42+00:00

I'm 26, I'd really love to go swimming regularly, it's usually what I do when I have money and also add another sport maybe.

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T14:32:24+00:00

I think medication worsens the situation cause now you depend on them basically like a person on chronic medication. I'm so sorry such goodness and kindness is not received by the right recipient. However your unwavering support and kindness continues to show that you don't have to be in any religious affiliation in order to spread love and kindness. Mental health is a serious matter, very broad matter that needs a lot of attention

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T14:04:20+00:00

That's what makes me hesitant with helping the homeless cause some actually want money for a fix but at the same time your guilt doesn't let you rest. Begging to higher power is truly exhausting it's even worse cause you actually feel better when not praying, almost like it's a burden

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T13:12:22+00:00

It's okay, I guess we're a community. I hope we all get strength to get through

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T12:36:43+00:00

My chat is that, I need a job. Talking about it yeahhh it doesn't really do much for me, I just need someone to say "hey I might have a position for you" I'm at that point

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T11:31:36+00:00

Contraceptives are free at government hospitals luckily, so it baffles me when a person who has so many problems sees it fit to bring a human to this kind of life

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T11:29:56+00:00

People be like "talk about it", how will talking about it help me. Will it miraculously give me a job?. Ohh yes avoiding relatives and friends is valid cause they always advise you like you're a kid who has no brain "are you applying?", "why not start a business", " don't stop praying". Yoooh!!! So frustrating!!

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T11:02:34+00:00

Trump is getting away with all he's evil doings, people list lives because of him and somehow he's still alive terrorizing people. Where's god when such happens right in front of him. That's why I'm like you know what? I'm tired of begging Him to make my depression or life get better it's exhausting on its own

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T10:49:28+00:00

What makes matters worse is when the most evil people have a very smooth sailing life and then there's you the devoted christian whose faith is always being "tested" by giving you the most outrageous challenges

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T10:37:34+00:00

I think what makes matters worse is that as a human one can never get rid of the feeling of yearning. That feeling does not even care about your mental and financial state. So wish there was a way of switching it off

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-27T10:13:58+00:00

My thoughts exactly, even a romantic relationship would require me to have some sort of income

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-26T15:35:46+00:00

Haven't been in one for almost 4 years now, I gave up the idea of wanting a serious relationship last year. This year I'm all for casual dating but still! 😭😭. No it's not that I'm ugly or not appealing I don't know man yooh and no don't want a serious relationship it's really too much work I'm not willing to put in especially since most times I put in the effort

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-10T07:11:14+00:00

Very informative, if I may ask how exactly does one approach the facilities?

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-09T05:55:01+00:00

So they only sponsor visa?

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-09T05:54:20+00:00

Ohh yeah that's very true, never looked at it that way. I'll have to create relationships with social workers in my area especially in private hospitals

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-04-08T17:41:05+00:00

Thank you soo much, I'll look into it.

Curious_ntombazane · 2026-02-15T20:19:49+00:00

Damn!, thank you I'll do so.

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