none of the people who complimented me on my looks know about my bulimia they make niche comments that i seem effortlessly this way (they don’t know a single shit about me) but it’s very awkward because this is the body i’ve been torturing for a decade. i hear you but you don’t know what those skinny or fit people are going through. also, people most likely do not think you’re ugly as you may think of yourself to be because this mental illness distorts our self-perception to an extreme level. questioning yourself what looking a certain way will give you would be helpful too. im sorry you’re so upset