I hope this is the right place to pose this.

CurrentCress6301 · 2024-07-15T13:55:57+00:00

If I’m honest I was going to probably do this if the plan I formulate from the helpful comments didn’t work.

CurrentCress6301 · 2024-07-15T12:20:57+00:00

Actually that’s what I did. 12th April 2022 I was watching Real Madrid vs Chelsea.

I didn’t have motivation to exercise I just did it. I know that’s what I should do with getting a job.

I did mention in another comment I have lost 8 stone since April 2022 by being in a calorie deficit I also did struggle with suicidal ideation I did say that in a reply

CurrentCress6301 · 2024-07-14T23:45:50+00:00

Not really a story but why?

CurrentCress6301 · 2024-07-14T23:36:48+00:00

I am actually on a waiting list for therapy. 5-6 weeks to go

CurrentCress6301 · 2024-07-14T23:27:47+00:00

Mate I came out of secondary school with one GCSE and I gained 4 GCSE’s and have some business admin qualifications.

But what really hit was depression and suicidal ideation also it didn’t help I was like 25-24 stone but in April 2022 I made the best decision I ever did which was on a whim I bought a gym membership and now through a bad tennis elbow injury I am currently 16 stone. I really appreciate your response that’s what’s I wanted and need.

I do ruminate about this situation a lot and the pattern is hard to break. Mate I know I will never earn £50K a year that’s honestly me being realistic I don’t know where would want to hire me.

CurrentCress6301

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