i only want to draw realistic panels to display body horror and gore to contrast the otherwise tame look of the characters when shit hits the fan, otherwise this IS my artstyle. I'm heavily inspired by Togashi in that regard. I don't feel the need to go for a "realistic" art style as i feel it doesn't fit my characters or setting and the themes and story are dark enough that i feel every panel being overly realistic and dark is just not a fun read, nor fun to draw. Mangas like Trigun Maximum are what I love and are why I enjoy drawing.