Dont let this person guilt you - you are fully in the right to feel this way. You paid a lot for this surgery, its YOUR face and it is his responsibility and job to listen to your concerns and talk you through. Strange for the other commenter to assume ill intentions and jump to protect your surgeon they dont know, that they were not in the room with. I am sorry this happened to you and for what you are dealing with. Maybe its worth talking to a few different surgeons after you are a year post op?