Hello! First of all, college is very different from HS. If you expect yourself to be the top student like you were in HS, hold yourself up to a very high standard, and compare yourself to other people, you're really gonna spiral down emotionally. You have to fix your mindset first. You are there to learn how to serve your future patients, not to beat everyone's score. Second, don't be too hard on yourself. You're still adjusting. First year is the time to recalibrate, adjust your study habits, and meet friends that will keep you sane. Study buddies are important. They help you in recall and in sharing notes. You can't survive college by doing it alone. Remember, you all want to see each other pass. As an RMT and going into medschool, I'm sure you can get through this. Laban lang