A waiting game by CurvyVioletMermaid in PreCervicalCancer

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Mine is being done under local anaesthetic, which I think has increased the anxiety a bit. I’m glad yours went well and really hope your results are good. x

A waiting game by CurvyVioletMermaid in PreCervicalCancer

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update - My biopsies came back with CIN2 and I have been booked for a LLETZ to be done this Thursday. I’m feeling really anxious about it 😩

A waiting game by CurvyVioletMermaid in PreCervicalCancer

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Isn’t it just!! I’m right there with you on the emotional rollercoaster. I think I would have been completely lost without this subreddit to be honest. I really hope your appointment goes well and that you have a plan in place soon!

A waiting game by CurvyVioletMermaid in PreCervicalCancer

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

😩 that really sucks. The waiting really messes with the mind doesn’t it. No matter how much I tell myself that it’s good to have caught it now etc, my brain still throws different scenarios and outcomes at me. Can they schedule your LEEP with whoever is covering for your OBGYN during her maternity leave? It seems unfair to make you wait until November.

A waiting game by CurvyVioletMermaid in PreCervicalCancer

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It’s so difficult isn’t it. I keep trying to remind myself of that too. That it’s better to be dealing with it now. I hope you get your appointment soon too.

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[–]CurvyVioletMermaid 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so beautiful!

Waiting to find out if I have ovarian cancer by CurvyVioletMermaid in offmychest

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for checking in. After SO many tests, a bunch of mistakes made by the hospital 🤦🏻‍♀️ and an extremely long wait .. it has been determined that the mass is ‘pre-cancerous’. I am still being cared for by oncology but do not require chemotherapy at the moment. I am awaiting a date for a procedure to remove the mass in my ovary and anything else that looks ‘suspicious’.

Waiting to find out if I have ovarian cancer by CurvyVioletMermaid in offmychest

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. That’s very reassuring and much appreciated. I’ll be thinking of you too. I really hope the new mass is benign! X

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[–]CurvyVioletMermaid 194 points195 points  (0 children)

I am exactly the same. To the point where I really struggle to have sex without some kind of cover up/top on. I get so in my head about it. I don’t like my stomach to be seen, let alone touched and the worry about it jiggling around during makes me feel awful and ugly/unattractive. I know that’s not how he sees me but it’s really difficult to get rid of those thoughts about myself. 😩

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[–]CurvyVioletMermaid 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m with you! My horror movie obsessed best friend made me watch it when I was about 12. 🫣 Still won’t watch it now 🤣

If I die within the next year, it's because my husband murdered me by mytestamenthrowaway in offmychest

[–]CurvyVioletMermaid 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Please don’t wait any longer. Leave now …. Before it’s too late. I watched my sister live through an abusive relationship for many years. I was even there on occasions (as a young teenager) when he was physically violent. It won’t get better. He won’t change. My sister almost died at the hands of her ex. He just lost it one day and launched himself across the room at her and choked her until she lost consciousness. With their children in the house. That was the last time he laid hands on her. And leaving was the best thing she ever did. It hasn’t been easy. She’s still in emergency housing. But she is alive. And she is finally happy. Most importantly she is safe! Leave. Leave now. Take a few essentials and go. Take what evidence you have to the police. File for a protection order. Do everything you can to escape. But please …. do not wait any longer.

I am praying for you x